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yeah I know

2011-12-25T00:42:00.003+08:00

I do know that I don't really update this blog now .
And I do know that you're waiting for me to do it .
I tried my best to update these past few days , but seemed like I miserably failed to do it .
I'm truly sorry for I'm currently busy with my 'job' as AJK Penajaan PSSCMUSM and soon with Publisiti GAPP and FINAL !
Gahhh , I'll try to update when I'm finally available to do so .
peace eh .

with love,
SNABAW

very short update

2011-11-29T14:35:00.002+08:00

Hello , you ! This is a very short update from me . Sorry for not updating this baby bloggie , I am currently super busy with my mid term exams (harder than I thought , tsk) and assignments . I promise you guys whenever I have free time , I'll update this blog . I'm wondering . . . Should I change my writing style or stick with it ? Any suggestion ? Why ? Well , because yeah frankly speaking , I really wanna improve my English and by writing here , I suppose that it's one of the best ways to improve English , no ? Second , you see - since I have to write my post in English , it's kinda hard for me to find words and construct great sentences, plus I have practically stop reading English stories now . BEEN BUSY AT THE MOMENT . Tsk , no idea to write you see ! I've asked someone about this matter , and guess what did that person say to me ?

"DO NOT CHANGE IT ! I like it , just stick to what you're doing now ."

yadayadayada . Dear sayang , thanks for the support anyway :P

p/s : Cheesy cheese . :)

Geeeezzz~

2011-11-17T14:17:00.004+08:00

OH MY GOD !
Could you be more hot than that , Hyukkie ?
Shooot , I love love love this I Wanna Love You song !
Spot Suju Eunhyukkie ~
Omo , Max oppa I'm sorry for posting this entry .
Eunhyuk oppa is too handsome to be true . :)

To those who confuse who is Eunhyukkie oppa , taaaadaaaa ~

He's a dancing machine of Super Junior :D

Eunhyuk and Donghae .
BFF la konon kannn .
:P

p/s : Because of youuu ~

eunhyuk ~

2011-11-15T19:21:00.002+08:00

one word : CUTE !
Unfortunately , Donghae was not around .
Donghae would probably comfort you if your fishy was there , Hyukkie ~
Tsk .

daebak O.O

2011-11-15T10:48:00.003+08:00

I had a hard time to complete my Business Mathematics assignment !
Once I've done the mathematical modelling , I gave it to my roommate to answer that question .
While waiting , I opened Youtube and found this !

Hell , I just don't get it why I had a dream of that hot Siwon could not speak English . You seeeee , he even translated what Leeteuk had been saying - FLUENT GILAAAAA !
I must be crazy for having that kind of stupid dream . Heh !
Poor Siwon . :D
Nevermind , I know your English is superb . No worries :)

oh , please spot EUNHYUK ! He's damn hot on the stage ! He was imitating Siwon :P

p/s : auwww , no eunhae , no sihae and no eunsihae either . :(

Raya Pics Uploaded Here !

2011-11-13T15:29:00.038+08:00

Hello peeps ! I did promise you readers that I'm gonna upload my Raya pictures, right ? So here they are ! Enjoy the 'sightseeing' . hehe . Oh , these pictures will be uploaded CHRONOLOGICALLY !

Let's eat ! :D
from left : Pak Tam , Zabir , Mak Tam , Mak Ndak and Hanif

Abah and Mak Ngah

Me and Kak Diyana

Dafi and his older brother , Aidil

TRIO :)

Auchack ~

Kak Dilah , can your smile get wider than that ? :P

The GIRLS
from left : Kak Liyana , Kak Husna , Kak Diyana , Kak Hanis (back) , Kak Dilah (front) and Me .
Note that I'm the youngest among them . I'm 19 :D

MY HAPPY FAMILY :D

Mak Tam and Family :D

Mak Long and Family :D

Kenduri :)

Relatives :)

Blue ! From left : Kak Dilah , Kak Liyana , Kak Husna & Kak Hanis.

Tired faces of Kak Liyana and Kak Husna.

From left : Kak Hanis , Hatim , Abang Hariz , Amin , Kak Dilah and Aida

Kak Diyana and Kak Dilah

Kak Liyana tried to be like a PRO photographer , and I guess she succeeded :D

Kak Diyana and Kak Liyana
I just don't get it why Kak Liyana likes to make that face . Hehe .

Kak Diyana and Kak Liyana

p/s : I know what you did last raya :)

Love Request

2011-11-12T12:43:00.004+08:00

It was neither my personal nor my-someone-special's love request , but it was actually a show , a Korean one , entitled - Love Request ; Gift from Super Junior and Girls' Generation . That show was super awesome to the point it made me cried like there's no tomorrow . T_T Super Junior and SNSD were like . . . wow ! I'm speechless , not knowing what I'm supposed to say , or comment or complain - err , should I ? You should watch this show and evaluate it yourself . You'd never regret of any single tear that fall from your eyes when you watch it . Well , I must say it has to be based on how you'd feel about what they are/were doing or concerned or whatever not . Empathy ? Err , just go watch it will ya ? :D The said idols did their wonderful performances on stage in the show and gosh ! I just love the way Eunhyuk rapped in Sorry Sorry . And and I love KRY's Memories :D They're the best ! And it's kinda weird to see Sungmin wore green sneakers instead of pink , his favorite . But yeah whatever as long as he's happy . Oh not to forget , I'm not even surprise to see only Eunhyuk and Donghae wore red sneakers , different from others. After all , I'm supporting them , aha I'm an Eunhae shipper ! Tetttt , you might be thinking that I lost my mind but yeah , I don't bloody care for I myself didn't have any idea why I'm soooo into this couple . They are just . . . . adorable when they're together . :D HAHA , fine , I SHOULD STOP CRAPPING now . TATA for now :D

Super Junior
from left : Wookie , Haehae , Wonnie , Hyukkie , Sungie , Teukie , Kyukyu , Chulie , Minnie , Shindong (I don't know his nickname haihhh).

SNSD
from left : Sooyoung , Hyoyeon , Jessica , Yoona , Sunny , Tiffany , Yuri , Taeyeon and Seohyun .

p/s : Please wait until I return to USM :D Stop missing me . Lalala ;)

Sorry

2011-11-12T07:51:00.002+08:00

OH MY GOD !
I am indeed practically screaming on the top of my lungs

I was pacing back and forth in my room with my hands on my head , sometimes I would pull my hair in frustration . What did I do ? What have I done ?! OMG , I couldn't believe I did that to you . I'm so so so sorry baby I know I was the one to be blame , oh shit how could I forget you in the first place ! I ignored you and left you alone , busying with my stuffs and whatnot - what a big mistake I ever done . Kyahhhhh~ I will never ever ever ever do that to you again . Please forgive me , honey . I love you , you know that right ? :(

As soon as I open my eyes, I remember
Yesterday’s memories come back to me
What should I do, what should I do? Oh my
Honestly, I know it’s my fault

Just hit me instead of being mad at me
At least this way, I hope you can feel better
Arguing and growing from them is what love is about
Hit me as much as I had hurt your feelings
Just hit me that much instead

p/s : I hope I don't simply forget you after this . Urgh . Otak karat .

Third Day of Raya Haji

2011-11-12T07:06:00.003+08:00

8th November 2011

I woke up to perform my Subuh and then had my breakfast with others . Around 8.30am , Kak Dilah , Kak Liyana , Kak Diyana and me sent Mak Ngah to the nearest clinic for blood test appointment she made before and went straight to Mak Long's house . We actually had promised our Mak Long to come over early in the next morning to learn in making traditional cakes which were cucur badak , ketayap and kuih keria . Everyone took her own part - Kak Diyana with ketayap , Kak Liyana with cucur badak and me with kuih keria . I experienced something new , guess what ? Heh , while I was ermmm , 'inspecting' whether kuih keria in the frying-pan was already cooked or not , in a blink I could feel something hot burning on my finger . Huaaaaa , sejak bila minyak panas boleh terbang sampai ke jari aku nie . sob3 , painful TT_____TT Fine , let's proceed . Erk , yeah . Man , I tell you those cakes were the best ones I had in my whole life , well besides my mom's of course . Rasa nak makan non-stop boleh tak ? Sedap sangat sangat sangat weiii :D

After that , we got ourselves ready and were off to Billion , a supermarket at Parit Buntar for shopping . While we were at the counter , my eyes wandered around the supermarket and landed on this one person who was paying his things at the next counter . I saw him and he smiled at me . I jumped in surprise - again - to see that person was Hanif . I tugged Kak Liyana's shirt who standing next to me and all turned their head in unison to where I pointed my finger at . There , all of us were wondering and feeling curious of what he was doing there , alone but then we decided to let it pass . We went for window shopping , again then to Watson and lastly to KFC to have our lunch . Chit chatting , eating , laughing , teasing , gossiping and what not , we then went back home .

We rested ourselves for a while before we packed our bags and things for we were going to leave Kampung and heading back to our respective place . Kak Dilah would be staying there for I don't know how long would it be , while Kak Liyana and Kak Diyana had an agreement with Kak Husna to be going back to KL together . For my mom's and my case , Aidil and Kak Dilah would send us back to Penang . Around 4pm , we bid our goodbyes to each other and soon , we reached Penang around 5pm . Ermmm , I felt this Raya Haji was the most enjoyable Raya ever compared to the previous ones - excluding Raya Aidilfitri thank you :D okay , I think that's all for now , farewell peeps :)

p/s : Why do I keep expecting you more than I should ?

Second Day of Raya Haji

2011-11-09T18:33:00.005+08:00

7th November 2011

We ate breakfast early in the morning . I had to open my baby laptop again as I had to transfer all photos in Zabir's cellphone into my baby laptop because the phone memory was already full . Because of that , we , the girls were late then the promised time . Plus , I had a hard time to put on make up and wore a shawl . (yes , I wore them for kenduri's sake , funny right ?) Luckily , Kak Diyana and Kak Liyana were there to help me . :D Oh , by the way , thanks to Kak Dilah for lending me your blue baju kurung and shawl . Unfortunately , I don't have the blue one and it happened that this year's theme was blue ! We were late for about half an hour and when we arrived at Pak Cik Azuan's house , they already started to recite Yassin .

The four of us - Kak Dilah , Kak Liyana , Kak Diyana and me went to the back compound and entered the house through kitchen door . We settled ourselves down at the very back of the hall (well , you could actually say we composed ourselves down in kitchen hehe .) When the tahlil was over , Kak Diyana asked me to take her solo picture . So I adjusted myself to have a better angle to take picture and I jumped in surprise to see Afif and Hanif standing behind us , very close . Whoa , scared me , they just appeared out of nowhere . As far as I remembered , we were the last ones to enter through the back door and after that , not a single footstep could be heard . The twins just chuckle seeing my reaction and before I had the chance to calm myself down , Afif called me .

"Dila . . .!" I turned my head and on the second thought , I REGRETTED I did it so . Why ? Do you freaking wanna know why ?

"Hang pi jogging wei ." DAMN IT ! Why did I have to face this skinny army wannabe in the first place . I swear there was a tint of pink on my cheeks as the statement hit me hard ! OMG , this guy - seriously , I never thought he could be this BLUNT !

"H-hello , aku dah jogging okay ! Siap masuk silat bagai and berjalan dalam kampus pi kelas . Tunggu la , nanti aku kurus lepas duduk USM lama !" I couldn't help but felt hurt creeping inside my heart as I heard him laughing at my statement . How dare you ! :( FYI , I freaking lost a few kg's since I entered USM and the obvious reason why I looked fatter and bigger was because of Kak Dilah's baju kurung that I wore which was slightly big for me . I then ignored him and took a picture of Kak Diyana . But before I could even snap one , I heard someone called my name , again . I just shrugged it off , perhaps I was being delusional but no . After I snapped Kak Diyana's picture , she told me that Hanif had called me . Like seriously ?? Now what ? I turned my head to search for Hanif who had already gone to God knows where and when I spotted him , he beckoned me to come closer to him . Fine , I went to where he was standing and the next thing I knew , I was already in one of the rooms in the house with Hanif grinning at me like . . . I-do-not-know-if-you-can-handle-this-grin .

"Belum nak makan lagi kan ?" He immediately asked me . I frowned in confusion . What it had to do with me not wanting to eat at that moment and him asking me that kind of question in the room - kinda privately ? Couldn't he ask me outside the room instead ?

"Hah ?" was all I could say !

"Tolong ironkan jap baju nie ." He then pointed his finger to this particular pink-striped-white-shirt-with-collar which was on the table . Before I could registered what he said . . . before I could even reply to what he just said . . . he left the room . . . left me dumbfounded . . . left me alone with that shirt to be ironed .

I froze and stare blankly at the closed door . What was that ? Seriously , never saw that coming ! What was wrong with the twins ? The older one had just so-called-insulted-me-indirectly while the young one had asked me to iron his shirt . Chinja these guys ! I quickly turned the iron on and I kept reminding myself that it was okay for me to iron Hanif's shirt , after all he was the 'tuan rumah' , probably he would be real busy with kenduri , guests and whatnot . As I was ironing the collar , the door was opened from outside revealing one of his auntie with a crying baby in her arms , followed by 3 girls aged between 7 to 9 who I wish to see the last . Why ? Because I will be shot with tonnes of questions out of curiosity which they really did . Wahh .

"Nie baju sapa ?" Aida asked me . Aik ? Baju abang sendiri pun tak kenal ke ?

"Rasa-rasa sapa ?" I decided to play along .

"Ish , cepat la bagitau , baju sapa nie ?" Amni was getting annoyed by me . Keke xP

"Erm , sapa yang pakai baju melayu kaler hitam ?" I asked them .

"Abang Chaq !" Amni replied .

"Haaa , baju dia la kalau macam tu ." I continued what I was doing and ignored them . Feeling that they didn't have any reason to be in the room anymore , they simply left the room . Wow , never saw that coming too . The said auntie left the room too . I freaking ironed the shirt twice but still , something was wrong somewhere . It was either the iron was not working well or the shirt was the hardest one to be ironed . Not long after that , Hanif entered the room and I was greeted by his first sentence .

"Tak habis lagi ke ?" Heh ! As if he was teasing me for taking a longer time than it should to iron one freaking shirt .

"Tak tau . Dia macam kedut lagi ." Hanif came closer , examined the shirt and said , "Okay la tu . Kain dia memang macam tu ." Cehhh , why didn't you tell me earlier ! He then stepped back and started to unbuttoned his Baju Melayu .

"Awat nak pakai kemeja nie ?" I asked as curiosity was all over me .

"Panas la pakai baju nie ." As he said that , he started to pulled the shirt off of his body and I turned my head to switch the iron off simultaneously . Macam mana tak panas , pakai baju kaler hitam sikit punya baik . I left the room once the door was pushed opened by Amni . Outside , I found myself stood like an idiot at the corner of the hall room , not knowing what to do , so I asked Mama and Izyan whether they wanted to eat or not , so yeah . I was on the way to the front when I had this crazy idea to take some scandal pictures of Kak Diyana and Zabir . Turned out that I was late for lunch and so , I sat far from Mama as the table was already filled by others .

People started to come and go . And to everyone's surprise , all sorts of dishes we served almost finish , and the worst part was a lot more guests were coming . Kak Hanis had successfully bought all the groceries needed for additional food with the help of Kak Liyana and me :) Thank God all went on smoothly until the kenduri was over . Oh , forget to tell you , in between , we had the chance to snap pictures and don't worry , they will be posted here soon . :) We went back to Mak Long's house around 6pm and Abah went back to Penang alone . Mama , Kak Diyana , Kak Liyana , Kak Dilah and me stayed our night at Pak Cik Nan's house .

p/s : I should really put some weight off more after this . :(

First Day Raya Haji

2011-11-09T17:19:00.009+08:00

6th November 2011

After sembahyang raya and had our light breakfast , we started to get ready to go back to our kampong at Bandar Baharu , Kedah , I changed into a simple outfit , a decent one of course . Well , it was quite a surprise for my parents (and I bet for all of you too) to see me standing before their eyes with a black-red-white-stripe polo shirt , black jeans and light pink scarf . What had gotten into me for wearing that kind of outfit on the first day Raya ? Tee-hee .

"Haish , adik tak pakai baju kurung ka ? Raya-raya nie pakai la baju kurung ."

"Tak mau . Malas nak pakai baju kurung ." I retorted .

"Larh , awatnya ? Orang raya pakai baju kurung , bukan jeans ." Mama tried to persuade me but to no avail .

"Tak nak tak nak . Nanti sampai sana bukannya nak pi beraya , end up duduk dalam rumah jugak . Baik tak payah pakai ." I said , matter-of-factly .

"Ikut suka adik la ." Mama sighed in defeat :)

We were off to D-Lima first to buy neswpaper and something to munch on along the journey . I took Nips and Apple Twister before I went to the counter to pay . So , we started our journey to Kampong at 10+am , yeye balik kampung oooo balik kampung ! As always , I plugged earphones in my ears and soon I was drifted away by the fantastic Korean songs I had in my playlist . The journey didn't take long regardless of thousands of cars on the road that day more than usual and we managed to arrived less than one hour later . We were greeted by a warm hug from Kak Diyana who arrived there straight from Kuala Lumpur two days before with Mak Ndak's family . As I entered the hall room , a few gasps could be heard . Well , obviously they were shocked with my daring appearance . I couldn't help but smile sheepishly as I crossed the room and greeted my relatives .

"Yang awat dia nie tersesat pakai baju t-shirt seluaq jeans raya-raya nie ?" One of my auntie asked Mama . She just shook her head and sighed .

"Tak tau kat dia la ." HAHA , confirm Mama dah bosan nak layan kerenah aku xP

I entered Kak Dilah's room just to be greeted with an embarassing question . Shoot ! I just shrugged it off before Kak Diyana , Kak Dilah and me started on gossiping . After Zuhur , Mak Ndak and family came back from beraya at one of our relatives . Kak Liyana wanted to take some pictures with Kak Diyana and being the great 'loyal' cousin aka sister she was , Kak Diyana changed into her baju kurung to fulfil Kak Liyana's request . Haha , PLEASE don't get confuse with their names as well as Kak Dilah's and mine . I wonder why our family named us close to one another . :D

I volunteered myself to be their photographer and mannnnn , the pictures did turned out perfectly great ! I could addressed myself as one of the professional photographer if I wanted to (yeah right dream on dila) hehe . After Asar , we went to Pak Cik Nan's house , I brought Dafi outside for sightseeing of the beautiful paddy field next to Pak Cik Nan's house while my cousins (Abang Faiz , Kak Liyana and Zabir) and Kak Diyana busied themselves capturing as many pictures with different pose as they could with the paddy field as their background . (heh ? macam keling je ayat nie)

It was twilight when Mak Ndak and family excused themselves to go back to Mak Long's house (or we called it as Kampong as well) . My family and I stayed at Pak Cik Nan's house until after Isyak to look after Dafi who had fallen into a deep slumber while Pak Cik Nan and family went to Pak Cik Azuan's house to fulfil the dinner invitation . Then we took the turn to eat dinner after they came back and by the time we were off to the said place , it was already 9.50pm . Okay for the first time in my life , I ate otak-otak and OMG ! If only I knew it tasted that delicious , I would have been eating that thousand of times before ! It was past 11pm , so we bid our goodbye and promised we'll come the next morning for tahlil and kenduri . (obviously we had to come anyways) :) After brushed my teeth , washed my face and whatnot , I opened my baby laptop and started my project . Athena and Running Man have been successfully transferred from Kak Diyana's external into mine . Yey , finally I have Athena in my drama collection . Max Oppa , aigooo~

p/s : Shissshhh , top secret between you and me . :P

My apology

2011-11-09T17:12:00.002+08:00

First of all , I would like to wish you readers 'Selamat Hari Raya Aidil Adha' and would like to apologize for the late wish . I was kinda busy to even update this blog of mine and second , I had no idea on how and what to post here . I've to admit for these past few days/weeks , a lot of things happened to me , sweet ones as well as the bitter ones . I've lost my writing skill and once I had the opportunity to brush it off , I left everything behind and started to draft this out . So here I am , presenting you all my latest updates with my so-called-recovered-writing-skill . Sit back , relax and enjoy the reading . Thank you :)

p/s : My writing is getting boring , isn't it ?

hurm . . .

2011-10-29T18:25:00.008+08:00

23rd October , 2011

Question : How crazy could we be if we fail to remain okay but manage to get stressed out instead ?

6:00 AM

Ijan , Mira and me woke up to perform our Subuh . I immediately washed my face and brushed my teeth and started to open my Microeconomics book . Hell , I did not finish my revision yet and guess what ? We were going to do an online quiz in . . . what ? In 3 hours time ? Gahhhh , and to top it all that day was the last day for the quiz . Kyahhh~ ohhhh come on ! We studied and so yeah . . . we freaking fell asleep after reading for two hours ! That was how Microeconomics affected us through its lengthy explanations and confusing graphs .

9:00 AM

There was a knock on the door and it was opened from outside revealing Fatin with Microeconomics book in her hand . Wahhh , seriously . She seemed so confident and ready to do the quiz while the three of us were insanely shaking just by the thought of "OMG ! I'M GONNA TAKE A QUIZ IN NO TIME !" Fine , we continued our unfinished reading , last-minute-study and yeah again , Mira and I fell asleep for the second time . When I was fully awake from my slumber , Fatin and Ijan were already fixed in front of Ijan's laptop . Wait , are they going to do the quiz without me ? Hell , no way ! I quickly got up from the bed and sat next to Fatin , soon followed by Mira . First candidate : Fatin and the three of us surrounded her just in case she needed our assistance . While doing the quiz , Syu and Ida entered our room and join us . Oh yeah , the quiz was actually a one-hour-online-quiz . Can you imagine that we were literally doing online quiz for about 6 hours straight ? I seriously felt my brain was going to explode in no time . The questions were freaking hard and only Ida managed to score above 80% . Hurm :(

Due to the pressure we received from the bloody quiz , we decided to go eat at Khaleel which is located outside our hostel . The others went to their respective room to take a shower . Omo , didn't I tell you that we didn't have it before we did the quiz ? Hehe , bucuk masyam I know . So what ? I bet you'd do the same thing if you're in our shoes too . Perhaps you'd be worst than us six ! :)

Before going out , entertained ourselves with Youtube . Youtube , I LOVE YOU . :P

3.30 PM

Syu and Fatin did a free commercial for Colgate . It's raining raining oh baby it's raining raining . . . xP

So , here we are - KHALEEL ! We had our late lunch . Erm , since it was Khaleel , the foods we ate cost us RM8++ each . The hell I care ! As long as we could fill our rumbling empty stomach and got all the tension out of our mind and body , we couldn't care less . Chitchatting some random stuffs and went back to our hostel . Actually , Syu , Fatin and I went to Ida's room instead of our own room . Why ? Let's just assume that our we-want-to-do-some-crazy-stuffs-before-study-mode was activated .

Overview of Ivory Towers from DUD , USM .

4.30 PM

Me and Syu , outside our hostel .

We were in Ida's room when suddenly Syu voiced her desire out to . . .

"Ida , ajar aku pakai shawl weiii !"

And so , we seriously had our own teaching and learning lesson on how to wear shawl in different styles . The best part was I had to be the model as well . GREAT ! I wore a shawl ! Surprisingly , I looked like an Arabian with that shawl on my head . . . that was what Syu , Fatin and Ida said . Well , couldn't blame anyone as I have the blood flowing inside me . Teehee :D . Syu who amazed by the 'Magical of Shawls' decided to buy a-silvery-shawl from Ida . Oh , forgot to tell you guys , Ida is currently selling shawls .

Check this out
Emida's Collection

7:00 PM

Went back to our respective room . Took a shower and started to do our revision back . . . Obviously for the next quizzes and upcoming mid term examination . Urgh .

p/s : Omo , I wonder why I can't 100% focus on what I'm studying now . Huhu .

SOM Interaction Day

2011-10-28T10:56:00.002+08:00

22nd October 2011

Meet Fatin and Syu . They love camwhoring that much :)

Yeah , that's me . I've uploaded this photo before , so what ?
*my blog remember ?*

What a great musical performance we had . :)

First game began .

It was hard to blow that ping pong ball . Urgh .

Hehee , I wonder who was he .

Think of a strategy , peeps ! You won't make it if you don't have one !

Well , there was a balloon filled with water in between their backs .

This was what called as one of the greatest punishments for losing the game . Tsk .

Blind shopping ? LOL . You freaking had to crawl , jump , cross over a chair/ chairs , spin , go-marry-go-round and etc. in order to win the game .

I just love this game . HAHAHAH !

See o.O wuuuuu~

Yes yes finally ! This is my group members :D

Waiting for the game to start .

Focus on the instructions given .

Meet my group , GROUP 7 .

We are SEVEN , super duper SEVEN !

Venue : Fajar Harapan Lake , USM .

28th October , 2011 ;
10:35 AM ;
2nd Floor ,
Desasiswa Restu ,
USM .

p/s : Hmm , if you were to study Accounting in USM , you would've to bear being surrounded by Chinese and foreigners :) I'm okay with it . WHY ? Well , I'm an ex-georgian :D

Am I falling in love ?

2011-10-28T07:45:00.009+08:00

Recommended song to be played while reading this entry : SHINee's Obsession .

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w7weBW57yqE

Dear my beloved readers ,

I would like to tell you that I am so so so head over heels for this one particular hottest guy in my world (of course mine . you'd think he's just an ordinary guy if he's in your world) . GOSH , I can't believe I'm gonna be in this freaking state . What ? Love sick ? Haha , screw that . Let's just call it . . . erm , OBSESSION ? Every time I saw him right before my beautiful eyes , I couldn't help but drool over his smartness . How the hell can he be this hot ? He has successfully make my heart melts with his cuteness , intelligence , friendliness , kindness and whatsoever-you-want-to-list-it-down-here . Fine , exaggerating ? So what ? This is my freaking blog , I can freaking write what I want , I can freaking express what I feel and I can freaking do what I want to do (I just love the word 'freaking' . HAHA , Trying to emphasize the statement) . Please understand that I'm trying to sort things out here . Hahah , macam bermasalah sangat .

I love the way he walks . So much like a model . I love the way he smiles . Such a bright smile really lighten up my days . I love the way he dresses himself with the latest style in this era . One word : fashionista . I love the way he laughs . Seriously , I freaking tend to fall into a laughing fit as well whenever I saw him laughing . I love the way he cares for his love ones . Gosh , if only I can be one of the special persons in his life . I love the way he eats . He's the most handsome food monster I've ever met . I'm gonna ask my mom to teach me cooking later . :P I love the way he pouts . Kyahhh , nosebleed , fineeee . What else ? Okay , let's cut it short . I freaking love him the way he is . Nothing more and nothing less . Puff . So tell me now readers , am I falling in love or is it just one of my damn obsessions ? Tetttt .

Hey you handsome , how the hell did you make me feel this way ? Do you have any idea how lunatic I am every time I see you ? Do you know that I never fail to be alert every time I hear your name being called or said ? Do you know I've been waiting to hear your angelic voice ? See what you've done to me . You've turned me into an obsessed girl . Your FAULT for being this hot . xP

Love ,
SNABAW .

Just click to play .

p/s : This entry is just a crappy one . This kind of situation happens when someone is freaking stress over something . Yah , USM really stresses me out . Urgh .

Sleepy

2011-10-23T20:59:00.008+08:00

October 22nd , 2011

OH MY ALLAH ! Look at those hideous eye bags I had on my not-so-pretty-but-cute-face ! *konon la kan*

This is exactly how miserable I looked like for not having enough sleep .
What did I do for the supposed-to-be-sleeping-hours ?

Well , actually I . . . .

AM NOT GONNA TELL YOU THAT !
BOO ~
Phuahahaha .

Haha , you're funny ! :P
I know you're joking , stop faking it . *pretend to be mad* :D

Bluekkk , okay enough said .
What ??
Don't pretend that you never heard of 'a short update' .

WHATEVER , I'm sleepy again . Going to bed now . Daaa~

p/s : SOM Interaction Day forced me to wake up early in the morning . Haishhh , chinja ! If only I know that event would be started at 8o'clock . . .

UTP Convocation Day

2011-10-22T04:22:00.010+08:00

To my one and only biological sister I have in this world (ceh , ayat skema) . . .
SITI NURDIYANA

CONGRATULATIONS !

Okay , that's my beloved sister . I freaking had a hard time to push her up the . . . outstanding wall ? And unfortunately , my face was not in the photo as I was literally sitting behind the wall .

My Happy Family :D

This is how CLOSE we are ! Be jealous , lalala :D *SEE WHAT I'M TRYING TO EMPHASIZE THERE :P*

She and her stereotype poses . HAHA ! You're so not a hot poser la akak ! xP

Angry Birds . Okay , our cute little cousin , Dafi took all of them left you none , sis . Booo ~ haha .

Just great ! She was having a wonderful photo-shooting time under a shady tree while I was practically burning under the hot sun struggling to untangle the tangled-strings of her Angry Birds Balloons before . UNFAIR ! :p

CREDITS
Professional Photographer Amdan Martin
Professional Photographer Jan Jiddan

p.s : Hey , kak . Now that you're currently working with PETRONAS , can you at least subsidize me for a photo-shoot too ? Hehe , hire me two photographers also, pretty please ! LOL , kidding . :P

22nd October , 2011 ;
5.00 AM ;
Desasiswa Restu ,
2nd Floor ,
USM .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ABAH !

2011-10-22T02:38:00.006+08:00

Background music being played : Westlife's You Raise Me Up.

October 21st , 2011

You heard me :D
Yes , this entry is specially written just for my one and only beloved biological father ,
ABAH@ENCIK ABDUL WAHAB !

hApPy 62nd BiRtHdAY !

Oh , I freaking LOVE you both to bits . :D

You're the greatest father I have in my life . I'm very grateful to have such a loving father , caring dad , charismatic appa , dedicated papa , understanding puppy and flexible Abah :D

Abah , I know you're reading this . . .

I know I've always give you headaches , heartaches , problems/troubles and what not for this past 19+ years starting from my first breathe on earth (betul ke ayat nie ? kantoi) , and now I would like to publicly confess , I AM SORRY FOR EVERYTHING I'VE DONE TO YOU ! You do realize every time we were together when I was home , at least once we would have this verbal fight / screaming and tearing (fine , exaggerating - hehe trying hard to be sentimental . need to put hyperbole :P ) right ? So , I'm sorry for being a bad daughter to you . I always answered you back , made heartless faces , gave heartbreaking feedback , glaring and so forth , kinda rude I know . I'll try to behave myself and control my anger/unsatisfactory feelings for you after this :D Hey , don't forget I partially photocopied you ! Hehe , kidding no heart feelings okay .

Thank you so much for being there for me . Your positive and well-delivered motivations seriously boost my spirit up to continue my studies/whatever I do in my life . Thank you for strongly supporting me mentally and physically . I'll be a good-and-always-make-you-proud-daughter in the future , Insya-Allah . Once again , saengil chukahamnida* and saranghaeyo** (I know you dislike these Korean terms but I'll make you love them after this hehe )!

I hope you wouldn't mind having this so-called-animated-birthday-cake as I don't have money to buy the real one for you , Abah. *sobs* BUT , I'll buy it for you once I've lots of monaayyyhhhh ! Mark my words :D

* saengil chukahamnida = happy birthday
** saranghaeyo = I love you

p/s : Perfecto :)

22nd October , 2011 ;
3.30 AM ;
Desasiswa Restu ,
2nd floor ;
USM .

Interview

2011-10-22T02:12:00.005+08:00

October 21st , 2011

Hurray ! I was internally squealing and jumping when my Management group was successfully managed to conduct an interview with Manager of Subaidah Restaurant . It's actually a part of our management assignment . We have to conduct an interview with any kind of manager then make a full report of that particular interview . Ahaa , don't you ever think Accounting course as easy as ABC . We also need to go out of USM in order to complete our tasks .

This is how I was before the interview . Well , we managed to set an appointment with the manager . Isn't the action cute ? (Of course , the model is cuter :P childish much)

And this is how I was after the interview . Yes !

A million thanks to Abah who helps us for the interview . Without you , my group and I seriously have no idea how to start working it on . And and to my management group members ; Ijan , Fatin , Syu , and Kak Mira - thank you for your cooperation too . Now we can freaking start writing our lengthy report :D

Thanks Onew Oppa for the supportive applause . :P

p/s : We were treated by that kind manager . Teh Tarik Kaw-kaw youuuu .

22nd October , 2011 ;
2.30 AM ;
Desasiswa Restu ,
2nd floor ,
USM .

Carrot Juice

2011-10-22T01:47:00.006+08:00

October 20th , 2011

I had my so-called-late-breakfast with my close Accounting friends at one of the USM cafe near Dewan Tunku Syed Putra (DTSP) . I was literally whining for I could not have my carrot juice there . They freaking do not serve my all time favorite drink ! How could they . . . Can you believe that ? As I was cursing under my breath and whining as well , one of my friend just gave me a look . WHAT ?

AMIRA : Hang memang suka minum carrot juice ke ?
SNABAW : Yup .
AMIRA : Patut mata hang lawa .

Was that a compliment ? *grins*

SNABAW : . . . Err , terima kasih . Mata hang lagi cantik . (I swear her eyes are f**king beautiful than mine . Hazel-colored-iris , how could you resist to not say they're heavenly beautiful ?)
AMIRA : Terima kasih jugak :)
SNABAW : No prob . FYI , since masuk USM , every week at least sehari wajib aku minum carrot juice .
AMIRA : Oh ye ke ? Bagusnya hang jaga mata .
SNABAW : Sebab aku takut rabun . Kan kita banyak guna laptop kan . Dok tenung every day , memang haruslah kan . Plus , itu memang favorite aku . By hook or by crook , memang aku akan order air tu pun kalau makan luar . Hehe .
AMIRA : Ohhh . . . *nods*

When you look me in the eyes . . . :P

Okay , now that you know what my favorite drink is . Quickly make a mental note to order that particular mouth-watering drink for me if you wish to go out . . .well , Obviously with me . HAHA ! That's all for now . Goodbye .

Guess which one is Max Oppa's eyes ! :D

p/s : Carrot juice health benefits is endless ! So , you better start eating/drinking/munching on carrots now . :D

22nd October 2011 ;
2.10 AM ;
Desasiswa Restu ,
2nd Floor ,
USM .

Mind Blowing

2011-10-21T19:54:00.006+08:00

Mind blowing ? You read me . :) I was literally being complimented by one of my former SGGS classmate for having a beautiful blog and MIND BLOWING entries . God , her English is . . . super duper wow . Frankly speaking , I totally have no idea what that particular mind blowing is at first . Told you , I'm not good at English and currently trying to improve it . So , as I was eager and curious to know what it is , I asked her .

MIND BLOWING = FANTASTIC (more or less)

This is how 'mind blowing' is . Great imaginary demonstration , Max Oppa :) ♥

Okay , did she just said that my writing is FANTASTIC ? Haha , ya Rabbi ! I couldn't help but grin and blush like an innocent girl who has fallen in love with a charismatic good-looking prince . Haha , fine I'm exaggerating facts , I know - mind me . And and she said that my English is SUPERB . Tetttt , this is unpredictably amazing ! I can't believe someone had said that ! I appreciate that comment , thank you so much Nur Farhana Kassim . However , I have to make a freaking mental note not to be proud but keep improving it instead .

I guess by ;

1. Reading English stories
2. Listening to English songs (once a week , Korean is my priority so . . . yeah)
3. Writing blog in English version
4. Speaking English
5. Watch English movies (well , technically I read English subtitles as I watch Korean movies :D)

do IMPROVE my English , a lot . When I say a lot , it means A LOT ! Even my sister feel irritated with me as I always send English text messages to her . It's not that she couldn't understand it , I admit her English is better than mine , but well , trust me , you freaking tend to speak/write/whatever in English as your voluntary/controlled mind and tongue are already used to the English terms. (wahhh , what a lengthy complex sentence)

Hence , in order to improve that particular international language , do as what I do ! Believe me , you're going to be a good English speaker/writer/whatsoever-that-you-can-categorize-it . Till then , goodbye :)

Max Oppa : Good job , Dila-ah .
Snabaw : Kumawoyo , oppa :)

21.10.2011 ;
8.15 PM ;
Desasiswa Restu ;
2nd Floor ,
USM .

p/s : OMG , I freaking need to brush my English up even more . It's getting worse day by day . :/

Yahhhh

2011-10-12T23:33:00.007+08:00

As I don't want to make a fool of myself here , so I'm gonna post this entry in two languages/dwibahasa ; BM and English . Well , there are some freaking terms which I don't know how to use/translate/construct/whatsoever in English , so I'll simply write in BM . And vise versa , understood my beloved readers ? :P

Okay , actually this entry is about random things that happened to me this past few days . Aha , I've met a Korean last two days . Had a little chitchat with her . Then , surprisingly and unexpectedly , something amazing happened yesterday . I was actually busy 'stuffing' my bag in the library's locker when somebody tapped my shoulder from behind . Since I was still holding my bag , and listening to my MP3 as well , I could barely turn my body . And the latter suddenly 'popped' out of nowhere (tipu la sangat) and surprised me . Gosh , luckily I don't have any disease related to heart . Haha ! My eyes widen and and and I was literally shrieking in excitement . Okay , I just know the way to attract people's attention . Guess who the person was !

"EUNHYE ! Hyeee !" Yes , I screamed her name even she was just before my eyes .
"Hellooo . . . " And she gave me her sweet smile ! Gahhh . She freaking remembers me ! She knows me ! She recognized me ! She greeted me first ! Oh my my . I couldn't stop smiling here :) Can I declare that I've found a Korean friend now ? Heheheh :D

"What are you doing here ?"
"Group discussion ."
"Ohhh , in the library ?"
"Yes ."
"Ohh , okay . Hey , I added you on facebook already !"
"Yesterday ?"
"Yup2 ."
"Okay2 !"
"Then , I'll see you later . Next week or when ever we can . Hehe ."
"Okay , bye-bye ."

Seemed like she was having a hard time to answer me . I just love to talk , so don't blame me for talking non-stop . Hehe . Okay , let's move to the next story .

After what seemed like a month , I had my very first Business Mathematics class last Friday . And hell , I freaking did not prepare myself for this subject . I was sitting comfortably at the 4th line seat when I was unexpectedly asked by the lecturer . Out of 100+ students in the lecture hall , kenapalah aku pulak yang terpilih dengan tangan terhala kat aku sikit punya baik !

"Okay , you . What do you know about matrices ?"

GREAT ! Just great ! Think dila , think !

"Well , it consists of rows and columns of numbers . . . "
"Rows and columns of numbers ?"
"Yes ."
"How about alphabets ?"
"Errr . . . perhaps . A , B , C , D . . . "
"Seems like our friend did her homework . Did you revise or you just remember it ?"
"I just remember it . . . "

GOD , takkan aku nak kata aku pakat tembak kan ? We should show that we are confident with our answer even if it's the wrong one . AHAHA . But I got it right . . . almost ! Hehe , I couldn't help but feel proud of myself . Tettt . . .

Oh oh , I would like to share something here . Syu dan aku selalu berjalan together-gether , side by side , dekat-dekat , rapat-rapat , amende alah lagi hang nak tambah , tambah la , and selalu pegang tangan or should I say , intertwining our hands . Is the term right for 'menyulam tangan' ? And and people tend to see our intertwined hands and give us a weird look . Mannnn , Syu and I are freaking STRAIGHT for God's sake ! Salah ke nak pegang-pegang tanga bagai nie ? At least , perempuan kot , better daripada couple2 tu . Fine , perhaps our actions do look like couples/lesbians *heck* , whatever . I don't give a damn to whatever people say , think , assume , accuse , etc as long as we're happy together as FRIENDS . :)

Syu @ Syuhada Nur Atiqah

Next , semalam naik bas nak balik hostel . Eager to sit kat seat depan sekali . Nak letak beg atas ribaan , tuptup boleh pulak water bottle aku nak buat aksi terjunan 50cm dari beg ke kolam bas . Tak cukup dengan tu , bertingkat-tingkat pulak dia melarikan diri , kecundang sampai ke tangga terakhir . Tak cukup lagi , siap cuba bunuh diri keluar dari bas tu . Adoimak , abang driver pun dah sampai geleng-geleng gelak dah . Siap cakap . . .

"Tu dia la , mati dah . Pi beli kain kapan . "

Hahah , lawak skuterr .

Next . After tutorial Business Mathematics yang baru berlepas beberapa jam nie , aku dan Syu pun pergi la ke gerai kecil yang terletak depan tembok kawasan desasiswa kitorang . Nak beli apom balik . Marvelous weiiii ! Sedap gila gila ! Time nak order tu , boleh pulak aiii . . .

"Bang , murtabak 4 ." Syu berkata-kata .

Aku dengan Abang Apom Balik pun tercengang . Aku lebih pantas .

"Oiii , apom balik la ! Mana ada murtabak kat sini !"

And Syu tergelak malu . Abang AB pun join sekali . Syu nie orang Pahang , and so dia tak berapa nak tau term kat Penang nie . Agak confuse sebab kat sana Apom Balik nie dipanggil Murtabak . Pelik2 ~ murtabak kan dibuat dengan daging+telur . Tak tahan . Aku dah sampai jadi punching bag Syu dah , sebab dia nie ada habit sikit . Asal gelak , pap asal gelak pang ! Itu diaaa . . .sabar je la aku kat sebelah tu kan . Lepas tu , sementara nak tunggu apom balik siap , dok usha-usha bas yang selalu stop kat port depan jejantas tu . Alamak , dia nak gerak dahhhh ! Aku pun apa lagi , kononnya nak suruh bas tu jangan jalan la kan , then saja angkat tangan sambil berkata-kata . . .

"Bang cik , jangan jalan lagi . Lekkk lueee !"

As if dia boleh dengar , padahal tengah bodohkan diri sendiri dah nie . Haha , serius bosan menunggu , panas-panas tak ada angin pulak tu . And so , bas pun mula bergerak , yang lucunya Abang driver tu siap berhenti depan kitorang nak bagi aku dan Syu masuk . Ya ampunnnn , tak silap aku time aku angkat tangan tu dah macam agak lama dah . Pelik-punya-musykil , baru la dapat detect . Ceh , time bas tu nak gerak , Syu pergi lambai pulak kat abang driver tu , bajet macam suruh berhenti la kot , aku dengan Syu bapak tahan malu . Haha .

Okay , tu saja buat masa nie . Ciao !

We didn't plan to wear red shirt on that day .
Tetiba jumpa , wahhh !
But because of wearing the same color shirt , people tend to make their own assumption .
What's wrong with all these people ? Haih .

p/s : Bang cik is a combinartion of abang+pakcik . Haha :)

Wednesday ;
12 . 10 . 11 ;
2nd Floor ,
Desasiswa Restu ,
USM .

Believe it or not . . .

2011-10-11T00:13:00.005+08:00

Today is in history ; 10.10.11
Ececece . . .

I was practically squealing and screaming and hyperventilating like a lunatic fan girl who had just meet her damn favorite idol before her eyes . Yeahhh , sounds funny but it's a fact ! Guess what ? I never ever thought that I would have this freaking chance/time/opportunity/whatsoever-you-call-it-was . After what seemed like forever , I finally experienced this feelings . Please do not get me wrong . It's not the feelings of love , screw that ! I'm not in the mood for lovey dovey right now . Unless it's related to one of my K-pop biases , then it's okay with me . Hehe , mind me .

Well , I attended this particular management tutorial on this very beautiful afternoon . And by the time the tutorial started , there was a gorgeous lady who was wearing a knee-short flowery dress entered the tutorial room . Erk , actually I did not notice her presence at first until she greeted me and Syu who happened to sit next to her . Okay , when the so-called-PhD-lecturer began to write her questions on the clean and clear white board , the girl was asking for our attention . (Heh? Is the sentence correct ? Screw that , as long as you got the story LOL ! REMINDER : I'm not that good at English , yet I'm trying to improve it so please bear with me okay)

Syu tugged my shirt as she did not understand what the girl was trying to say . And frankly speaking , I had to strain (betul ke weiiii ?) my ears in order to 'digest' what she was talking about ! Whoaaa , what a strong accent . Luckily I could barely understand it . She was asking about our next class or what not . Seriously , she's freaking FRIENDLY ! Oh my god , I'm falling in love with her friendliness . HAHA ! By the way , I'm straight thank you :P (tetiba ntah pape) . In the middle of conversation , I had this eager feeling to know where does she come from and so I took the initiative to ask her first (wah ayat nak power je haha).

"Where do you come from ? China ?"

You see , why did I add CHINA at the end of my question ! Aishhh , Chinja ! I just don't get it get it , Why don't you get it get it ~~ Hahah , KHJ mode activated ! Told you , I'm being a crazy fan girl now ! *slaps* Ouchhh . Ermmm , and the said girl shook her head and instantly answered my question . And guess what ? I almost freaking jumped from my seat but fortunately I could control myself from doing so . I just couldn't stop myself from squealing . Why ?

"No no , I'm from KOREA ."

Did you freaking read that ? Do you freaking see what am I trying to emphasize here ? YES , Korea yes ! Finally weiii , I freaking had a conversation with a KOREAN ! walauweiii , how I wish the clock stops ticking its time at the moment , hehe selfish . We raised our hand unconsciously (perhaps) and held each other ; trying to recover from surprise (just imagine we were trying to do high-five but failed completely). It's not the first time I'm having a conversation with foreigners , but this is the one that I've been expecting for . So into Korean much . Oh by the way , the name of this Korean girl is Kim EunHye or Jenny (English name) . She's 22 years old , yeah she's an unnie . Hehe .

When the class ended , she asked our favor to fill in the survey form for her assignment . I gladly took it and as I was filling the form , Eunhye kept talking and talking with her strong Korean accent . I found it cute though , she was trying hard to speak English . Hehe , and she impressed me as she managed to say some of Malay words . The first word that I heard was PANDAI . Wahhh , daebak ! Well , I know its nothing when you live in a foreign country more than a month but still , duhhh~ cuba la bangga sikit untuk dia !

"Satu , dua , tiga , e. . . enam . . ."

"Empat !" there you go , aku tetiba jadi cikgu bahasa melayu dah ! HAHA !

"Hana , dul , set , net . . . "

"Whoaaa . . . "

*wink wink* HAHA ! yeah , I know . I impressed her with my very little knowledge about Korean language .

"What about five ?"

"Taso . . . " (I don't know how to spell it and don't ask me to google it , LAZY mode is currently activated)

Well , Eunhye and I did the most chitchatting while Syu and Ijan just listen and respond when needed . They just love to watch us talking plus they don't 'layan' korean entertainment like I do , so basically they got nothing to say and share . Hehe . Okay , enough with the broken English , grammatical errors and what not , I'm going to bed now . Bye-bye and GOOD NIGHT peeps !

1.11am ;
11.10.11 ;
2nd Floor ,
Desasiswa Restu ,
USM .

p/s : Oh yes , I had my eyes settled on this particular Chinese guy . He's from China and looks like Wooyoung 2PM . God , gatai mata punya budak ! Malay guys ? You can say bye-bye :)

THANK YOU VERY MUCH

2011-10-11T00:06:00.002+08:00

Okay , sorry for the late update .

Ops , I freaking want to tell you guys that . . .

I already have a pendrive . Yeay for me ! Abah bought it for me . It is a 16GB pendrive . I love you la ABAHHHH :)

And and last but not least , Abah also bought the accounting dictionary for me ! Hooray , money doesn't matter to him , he said so , as long as I can focus and excel in my studies . Fiuhhh ~ I won't let you down , Abah . :D

p/s : I don't really care about the sport shoes and cellphone . It's not that I will die if I don't buy them . Lalala ~

A greedy and ungrateful girl

2011-09-27T00:59:00.002+08:00

Okay , you might be thinking right now what the hell is wrong with the title and I , as the blog author will reveal you the truth . HAHA , bapak ayat tak boleh blah . :P

Fine , I just go straight to the point , alright ? The said person is me , yup ME ! I've become a greedy and ungrateful person now . I just realize that , haha . How pathetic I am . Well , you must be wondering why I declare myself as one right ? Let me tell yahhhh ~

First - I desperately NEED a new BESTA ! My current Besta . . . mannn , I tell you - I know it's functioning well and kinda help me translating words but I want a BETTER one with more functions added ! Greedy don't you think ?

Second - I freaking WANT a brand new cellphone with damn superb camera with the best megapixel and indescribably great sounding system ? Yeah , I know I have my own MP3 , so what ? I still want to listen to my perfect ringtones every time people call me , duhhhh ~ Okay , one thing you should know - I still love my current cellphone even if it is like soooo last year . Ehe .

Third - I f**king NEED TO HAVE an ACCOUNTING dictionary right now ! Seriously I tell you , I'm gonna screw my accounting course up if I don't get myself one as soon as possible ! Mannnn , the new English terms are so killing me to death ! I know I suck at English but hello , I don't want to be the lamest person who doesn't know the meaning of the terms and keep confusing which term is for which account . Fine , I have Besta and Mini Thesaurus but still , they didn't help much . Hehhh , ungrateful , right ? :P I want As for my subjects so it doesn't harm if I put some efforts on getting it right ?

Fourth - I CRAVE for new sport shoes and external hark disk as well as pendrive ! New sport shoes ; well I love to walk so I just need a new one . I do have a pair of sport shoes now and it's still in good condition too but it's okay to have two pairs , right ? :) SEEEEEE , told ya . I'm being greedy . External ; so that I can download more dramas and shows and oh oh , the most important thing is my assignments ! Gosh , I really need another one . Hehe . Pendrive ; yes I do need it now ! I lost my green bean pendrive , grr !

And for the fifth , sixth and so on . . . I don't want to list them down . They will drive you crazy if I just spill them here . Told you , I've become a greedy and ungrateful person . I know what you're about to say - DREAM ON DILA ! Yes , dream on . Why ? As simple as ABC . I can't afford to buy those stuffs as I don't have enough money . Tsk , pathetic . Now that I hope I really got the scholarship . Huhu . So I won't burden my parents with all this sh*t . :P

p/s : come on , baby . I like the way you talk :)

Please

2011-09-19T12:44:00.004+08:00

Kyahhh ! Seriously , can I throw a full force tantrum at someone right here right now ? Yeah , and and I fucking want to rip someone's head off too ! Eiiii , how could this happening to me , huh ? To a first year student who does not know anything about her own university ? Tettt , lame . Shishhh , I hate handling this kind of stuff . Well , I know I HAVE to but it is too complicated and confusing at the same time . D.A.*.N. Can somebody help me handle this bullshit ? Grr , forget it . No one can bear it . Haihh .

p/s : @#$%^&* okay , stop the cursing now .

alone

2011-09-17T22:30:00.003+08:00

Herm , sejak masuk universiti nie , aku asyik seorang je . Dah tak ada Jiji , tak ada Mira , tak ada Yus , tak ada Eida , walaupun Zarina satu universiti dengan aku , still tak ada Zarina ! Haihh~ I'm such a pathetic girl , I know . Selalu ditinggal-tinggalkan - dah tak ada geng . Ada roomate yang ambil akaun jugak . Nasib baik ada jugak yang sudi kawan dengan aku , tapi tu pun budak course lain . Zia dan Eha ; dua-dua budak management . Daripada mereka aku kenal Ferlynne , Swee Imm and Kah Mun . Aku selalu lepak dengan dua orang perempuan itu . Roomate dengan kawannya so yeah , if ada apa-apa hal , aku akan pergi dengan budak management . Thank GOD I have them around me . Ada Amirulfaiz and Khairil jugak - mereka ambil akaun jugak . Mula-mula happy bila dapat tau Amirulfaiz nak masuk silat , ada la jugak kawan . Tapi last minute , he dropped the ko-k . Haiyaaa~ keseorangan lagi dalam meeting . Mata melilau , ingat salah pandang - rupanya betul - Khairil . yeah , dia masuk silat macam tak percaya . And so , since aku and dia macam lone ranger dalam silat tu , aku ambil initiatif pergi dan balik dari kelas silat dengan dia . Maybe orang pandang pelik tapiiii - hello I fucking NEED a friend to talk with you know ! Please have some mercy ! I feel lonely and rejected you see . *sobs*

If only I know USM will lead me to this . . .

p/s : yeah everything happens for a reason . Fine , I'm waiting for some magics to happen .

my late grandmother's wish . . .

2011-09-17T21:25:00.002+08:00

Yesterday , I had a conversation with Abah . We talked about random stuffs . Well , actually I was the one who could not stop myself from talking and talking until Abah interrupted me . Hehe . And the topic he was telling me was my late grandmother's wish . Tettt - it was unexpected revelation . Okay , stop me from crapping much . I will continue my story in BM instead . Hehe . Sorry but I guess my bad English is getting lousier day by day . Aigooo~ What a shame haihhh . Need to practice speaking and writing more . Lucky me to have new Chinese friends who will definitely speak English with me instead of Malay like others did . Ahhh ~ I want to talk to foreigners too ! *pout*

Fine , Abah bagitau dulu , masa Mama mengandungkan aku , arwah Tok teringin and berharap la yang cucu dia kali nie lelaki sebab dah ada Kak Diyana kan . So , kira macam nak sepasang la kan . And apa yang beliau impikan tak menjadi kenyataan . I believe Abah and Mama had tried their hard to have a son or probably more , tapi mungkin rezeki mereka setakat itu . Hmm , and when I think about it , aku dapat rasa ada kesinambungan antara impian arwah Tok dengan perwatakan aku . Tetttt ~

1. I like to watch football matches instead of cooking shows ? Yeah , even I did not understand what the hell the game was about , still; I enjoyed watching it though ! :D Bila time perlu sorak , kena la sorak kan ? GOALLLLL !

2. I do not like make-ups . I used to go out without applying any cosmetics , weird ? Thank God I did not have pimples on my face back then . Immature ! Tak macam sekarang , muka asyik mintak cream je .

3. I love Formula One instead of flowers ? Heh . Erkkk , what I mean was I loved Formula One THAN flowers . Hee~

4. I am simple and not so into fashion . So not Kak Diyana :P Sampai sekarang , aku tak berfesyen dengan shawl ? yeah , benda dah berapa tahun , aku tak bangga-banggakan lagi .

5. I loved wrestling with Abah when I was small . Tettt , you read me ~ yeah wrestling . He did not mind when I kicked/pinched/ slapped/etc him . Ganas tak aku dulu ? Sekarang tak boleh la buat gitu , kang ada yang tak boleh jalan . Hehe .

6. I used to be close to Abah instead of Mama . Sebab dulu aku BUDAK !

7. My friends when I was young were mostly boys . Tettt~ what do you expect from a girl who played and hang around with boys instead of girls ? Be a girl who loves to play dolls 24/7? You are totally wrong . Well , suka la jugak barbie tapi gitu-gitu je . Ada musim .

8. I LOVE control car . So what you got a problem with that ?

9. Aku tak ayu , aku duduk tak tutup-tutup , kesah apa ? Terkangkang ke terlentang ke , I do not care and I am not a hypocrite . Pernah dulu aku sorang je perempuan yang duduk bersila dalam satu group perempuan . Yang lain elok je bersimpuh , but sorry aku bukan macam tu .

haaaa~ you see , mostly macam berkaitan kan ? Tapi maybe pengaruh sekeliling , aku dah mula ke arah feminin . Yeah , FEMININE ! goshhh , now I like to watch cooking shows since Mama and Kak Diyana would watch AFC all day without getting bored ! Aku terpaksa tengok jugak walaupun hati memberontak nak tengok KBS . huhu .aku pakai bedak and lipbalm kalau nak keluar . Tettt ~ semua gara-gara bekas roomate aku cakap penting kulit ada protection dari sinaran UV . and so , aku start pakai lotion ? yeah . Since now aku dah jarang tengok TV7 yang selalu tunjuk F1 , aku start suka tengok romantic korean drama yang ada sangkut paut dengan garden full of flowers ? heh . Satu fakta ; aku tak into fesyen - lagi kot . Dah jauh ketinggalan aku tau . So what ? Aha ~ kawan aku masa kecil banyak lelaki , siapa ? tuuu , kazen2 aku yang sama umur tu . ada LIMA okay ! Mana la aku tak jadi jantan ? Aku sangat suka kereta kontrol - sampai sekarang . Pernah merajuk dengan Abah sebab dia tak nak belikan aku mendealah tu . Kelakar tak ? Hehe .

p/s : kadang-kadang aku lebih selesa lepak dengan lelaki berbanding perempuan . :D

USM

2011-09-05T23:52:00.002+08:00

okay , esok USM nampak muka aku .
tu je nak cakap .
hehe , esok aku akan daftar masuk universiti itu , take note tau .
hehe , ingat 6hb September 2011 tarikh bersejarah .
aku melangkau ke tangga menuju kejayaan yang baru :D
okay , ayat dah merapu .
effect buat rawatan resdung sedut banyak asap kot .
ceh , jumpa lagi .
erm , seminggu tak pun lebih .
tak janji .
rindu aku selalu .
wish me luck .
okay , sayonara .
:D

p/s : calling-calling aku , update seyhhh :D

short update

2011-09-05T23:43:00.002+08:00

okay , hari nie aku dapatkan treatment sebanyak mungkin .

1. potong rambut sampai pendek takat agak-agak dapat ikat rambut tu kira jalan laaa .

2 . buat creambath . okay , rambut kembali bersinar .
3 . rawatan resdung . bapak tersekat-sekat aku bernafas . first time buat , tersedut tak kena gaya sampai terbatuk-batuk bagai .
4 . facial treatment - perkara biasa dibiasakan :D

okay , tu semua untuk USM . muka aku tak cantik masa tangkap gambar siap la .
haha . okay ciao .

p/s : pusing pusing , buat macam aku pindah ke luar negara . haha . :P

Open House

2011-09-04T19:19:00.011+08:00

3rd September , 2011

I've got a so-called-exclusive invitation to Zarina's open house .
Amira came to fetch me up .
Yeah , she drove okay - go ALZA go ALZA ! :D
We went to Zarina's house just to have a little surprise .
Farah wore a golden brown shawl ! Whoa !
She looked beautiful . . . and innocent ? Yeah , you can call that . :D
She is going to Jordan this coming Thursday .
Another best friend of mine is going to leave me in Malaysia , besides Eida . *sobs*
Well , seemed like we arrived early (even though it was actually quite late) since only Farah , Amira and I were the girls while all the boys already there .
We talked and talked while waiting for the others to come .
After what seemed like 15minutes , the twins - Bahiyah & Bahirah and Nadiah came .
We greeted our so-called-long-time-no-see-friends and talked about universities .
Then , we ate all the delicious food cooked by Zarina's mom . She's a great cook I tell you .
I had a private conversation with Farah since we had not been hang out together lately .
I updated her with my stories and she seemed to understand me really well . I love you Farah . :D
She even teased me and made me blush .
You know what Farah ? I don't think I like him the way you think I like him . :)
While I was busy chatting with Farah , Amira got a phone call from insert name .
And the caller wanted to have a short talk with me .
Shooot~ I did not want to as I have my own reasons .
But then , insert name insisted me to answer the latter's call .
I took the phone , and I was insanely shaking .
I even made Farah hold my plate as I could not control myself from shaking , heck . I hated it !
I greeted the person , had a freaking short conversation before I passed the phone back to Amira .
I did not prepare for that ! My heart was thumping hard , made me dizzy .
Farah tried to soothe me and lessen the shock I felt .
After that , I talked to Amira as Farah went to have a chat with Mia .
OMG , I terribly felt bad for making Amira felt she was not a good friend of mine .
I could barely see she was trying hard to hold her tears from rolling on her cheeks , right Amira ?
I AM SORRY , I swear all that happened between me and insert name were not because of you .
Since I made my best friend nearly cried , it surely proved that I'm the bad one in this situation .
I felt bad for them to have me as their friend . I'm sorry , truly am . :(
Then , we had our second round - we ate and ate and ate :)
People started to go home and left only Amira and me .
We went to Zarina's room and continued our chitchat .
Oh oh , I was browsing photos in Amira's handphone when something related to the topic we were talking about caught my attention !
My hands made their ways to Amira's waist and I started to tickle her like crazy .
Zarina joined me as I asked her to .
The room suddenly filled with laughter and screams .
Amira tried hard to break our contacts and so she rolled on the bed . . .
away from our reach just to have her landed on the floor with a loud THUD !
OMG , she freaking fell off the bed !
PUHAHAHAHAHA , the way she fell - it was PRICELESS !
Zarina and me helped Amira get up and we could not stop laughing out loud .
Gosh , we were panting hard from the laughing fit . It was fun , seriously .
Amira and me were about to go home when Ezzura decided to make her presence at Zarina's house . Mangkuk punya budak !
We just spent about 15 minutes with Ezzura and we were off to go home .
On the way back , we actually tried a new route and found that we lost .
Just great , luckily it was just a short cut for u-turn , well at least for us . :D
Amira sent me home (obviously) , and we bid goodbye to each other .
To sum up , I had a blast day . :)

laying on the bed . chatting . camwhoring . :)

kiss kiss me

one of zarina's relative :)
note : I love babies .

driving Mira , camwhoring Dila :)

A+

p/s : Treasure these memories .:)
p/s : Spot the mistakes . :D

urgh !

2011-09-04T18:28:00.005+08:00

What the hell is wrong with you ?
Why do you care ?
Why do you have to come back ?
Who am I to you now ?
A friend ? A sister ? A special one that you heart the most ?
Gahhh , screw all that !
Can't you stop interfering people's happy life ?
I do not know why I spend my precious time just to post about you .
It is freaking WORTHLESS , I know .
It is just that . . . I can not keep this to myself anymore .
You really pissed me off . SERIOUSLY .
Everything happens for a reason , you know that too .
So why you keep bothering my life ?
Don't you ever think why I keep ignoring you ?
Can't you see I am happy with my own life without you ?
Don't you ever think that I do not need you now ?
Why must you keep your ego down just to seek my forgiveness ?
Does it really matter to you now ?
I just do not understand . . .
Why now ? Why not last month ? Why not the day you hurt my heart ?
I know you have your own life now , a happy one .
So , please . . . Let us forget the past .
Let bygones be bygones .
Let us pretend we do not know each other .
Probably you'd think I'm a bad person , forgetting friends .
Then I myself will definitely say , you turn me into one .
You broke my heart , you broke my trust .
I am very disappointed in you, so you deserve all that .
Stop bothering me and have your own damn happy life .

p/s : I do not understand why you always make simple things complicated . Haihhh .

current favourite song :)

2011-09-03T12:48:00.003+08:00

Super Junior K.R.Y. feat DBSK Yunho & Yoochun .
HEARTQUAKE

My broken heart (girl)
When we loved
You shook my heart (girl)
Now when we’re breaking up
You break that heart
When you smash apart the heart that loved you
It hurts so much
How am I supposed to live? (girl)
Is it the end once you leave like this?
Don’t you know that wounds that you gave me?
Can’t you think of me who’s crying?
It hurts so much
Me, who has become alone
Is farewell easy for you?

p.s : Help me erase his image from my brain . Palli ! :P

3rd day of Syawal

2011-09-02T23:50:00.009+08:00

1st September , 2011

After I performed my Isyak , I went downstairs and was presented with a dark living room . I went to lay down besides Mak Tam and only the lights from TV accompanied me online . It was past 1am , so kinda creepy to be in such a big place 'alone' , even when someone is beside you . But hello , she was sleeping for saying out loud ! I stuck earphones into my ears and listened to my current favourite songs . While my focus was not 100% on the laptop's screen , I could barely see some movements and it crept me out ! I slowly turned my head and I sighed in relief . Goshhh !

Me : Laaa , abang hariz dengan hatim ka ? Ingatkan sapa ! Bilanya korang keluar ?

Abang Hariz : Tadi masa Dila naik atas .

Me : Buat apa ?

Abang Hariz : Keluar makan .

Hatim : Dila online ke ?

Me : Yup2 .

Hatim : Online pakai apa ? Tak guna wifi ?

Me : Broadband . He. . he. . tak ada security password .

Abang Hariz : Aik ? Haritu bukan dah bagi ke ?

Hatim : Bang , kita kena pakai security password ke ?

Me : Haritu bagi kat laptop Kak Diyana .

Abang Hariz : Ooooo , laptop baruuuuu .

Me : Heee~ *grins*

Abang Hariz immediately squeezed himself between me and Mak Tam and started to examined my baby laptop . Hatim ? He went to his room after being ignored by Abang Hariz and me . Hehe . I laid on my stomach (is this the right words to describe meniarap ?) and he followed me . I asked him to download/install IDM and he was so kind to use his precious sleeping time just to help me install the application . While downloading , Abang Hariz watched TV while I busied myself looking at the laptop's screen . Mannn , can you believe it ? He watched something of King Cobra (heck I forgot the title of the movie) in front of me ! Erk , sort of . I didn't dare to turn my head to the back (TV kat belakang kepala since kitorang meniarap kaki ke TV . . .so yeah?) How could he do that to me ? TT____TT He even teased me since he already knew my stupid weakness . I could not stand hearing all the hissing and screaming and crying from the movie and I made Abang Hariz pay for that . Dush dush dush thank you for being my punching bag . :D

Abang Hariz then helped me install IDM and we kept talking and 'experimenting' the laptop . Hey , I'm a new laptop ~~user~~ owner so yeah , I definitely need helps from an expert like him , a lot . We didn't realize the time had already ticked past 3am . He went to bed and I occupied myself watching Onew (sorry Changmin baby :D It's not wrong to watch my brother-in-law sometimes right?) on YouTube for about an hour . At 4.30am sharp , I shut my baby laptop down and dozed off to sleep .

I could barely open my sleepy eyes when I felt someone shook my body lightly . Abah , kyahhhh ~ I looked at the clock and it showed 6.50am in the morning . What ?! I quickly ran to Kak Hanis's room to perform Subuh . It was all because I slept REALLY LATE at night . Erkk , should I just call it morning ? :P I drifted off to sleep again and woke up when I heard 'keletang keletung' from the kitchen . I wonder what were Mama and Mak Tam doing . So , I went to the kitchen and saw Mama and Kak Husna were having their breakfast . I joined them , followed by Kak Hanis and Mak Tam not long after that .

Guess what ? I helped Mama and Mak Tam kukur kelapa ! HAHA , seriously tak boleh blah ! Aku kukur dua setengah biji okay , secara MANUAL ! tak ada mesin okay , habis sakit-sakit tulang belakang and bontot aku . Haihhh ! Abang Hariz siap buat 'cheer-leading' lagi "Go Dila go !" . Lepas tu yang tak boleh blahnya , Abah and Abang Hariz kawtim baiknya sakat aku kata kalau aku masuk pertandingan kukur kelapa confirm dapat tempat last . GILA WEI , ce cuba ce cuba kukur tengok kelapa dua setengah biji secara manual . Mau tak makan sejam lebih , ada ke patut mengusik aku sebegitu rupa ? *sobs* Mama suruh aku rest sekejap since aku dah duduk dalam posisi yang sama sejam lebih . Aiseyman , nasib baik ada lagi yang consider tentang aku . Hehek , buat ayat pasrah gitu . Apa lagi , online ahhhh !

Tengah berblogging tetiba dengar bunyi kereta berhenti . Aku usha ke luar tingkap . KYAHHHH ~ Pakcik Juan sefamili sudah datang . Zzaappp , aku menggunakan kelajuan 'supersonic' (entah pape) yang aku ada untuk berlari naik ke bilik Kak Hanis . HAHA , I was avoiding and hiding myself from them at the same time . Why ? Duhhh , obviously weiiii , aku mana mandi lagi ngek ! Malu la kalau dorang tau aku tak mandi lagi - dah tengah hari dah . HAHA , oppss , terlebih sudah . :P After I took my shower , I went to greet the so-called guests . Hah , I didn't shut my laptop down , so Pakcik Juan used it . Handle with care okay ! :D I went to the kitchen and just stood there doing nothing . LOL ! Nak tolong tapi tak ada benda nak tolong pun . Heh , nampak bontot kereta Kancil berhenti kat pintu dapur tu , ohhh Abang Hariz disuruh membeli bahan-bahan masakan yang kurang and dia pergi ! Wow ! Aku yang sedang menghadap pintu tu betul-betul direct ; terkejut tengok orang yang mengangkat barang-barang tu semua . Gahhhh ! Afif and Hanif the twins ? Memang mata aku dah bulat dah tengok dorang . Haha . Dorang tegur and wish Selamat Hari Raya and aku tak perasan sapa yang wish and salam aku ! But I bet he was Hanif since he's more sporting than Afif . Hehe .

The boys (Abang Hariz , Hatim , Afif , Hanif , Amin , Ajmal) went to play games in Abang Hariz's room after they had their lunch . Pakcik Juan continued his YouTube-ing activity while Cik Ina watched TV with Abang Chik Farhan and Pak Tam . Tuan rumah and Mama and I stil kat dapur memasak since akan ada tetamu datang . Ahaaa~ got a phone call from my Abang Safwan and I went outside to talk to him . Then ada laaaaa 3 biji kereta gedabak dok parking depan rumah ! GULP ! Semua yang jenis-jenis estima , avanza bagai - rombongan beraya nie ! Aku blah masuk ke dalam rumah and ke dalam bilik Mak Tam - still on the phone dengan Safwan . Tengah cakap-cakap aku tak pasti sapa yang datang mengusik aku ; Afif tak pun Hanif . Haihhh , susah nak cam dorang sekarang sebab dorang stylekan rambut sama lepas tu pakai baju pun sama - kotak-kotak . Mana aku nak cam depaaaa !

"Hoiii ! Gayut ja kerja , orang datang nak beraya , bukan bergayut !" cehh ! terkena sedas aku !

I went out of the room and Amni asked me to follow her upstairs . Well , since aku nie malu nak bertegur sapa beramah mesra dengan tetamu (walaupun sedara mara je) aku ikut la minah kecil tu masuk bilik Kak Hanis dan ke beranda . Heck , ada salah seorang si kembar tu - tengah hisap rokok ! Great just great . I went to sit on the empty chair and talked to the 'unidentified' person . Lepas tu , mata aku spot bracelet yang dipakai oleh manusia tu yang tertera 'AFIRA' atas tu . Tetttt , subject confirmed ! Afif tuuuu~ Tak lama lepas tu , aku turun balik untuk menolong mereka-mereka menghidang tetamu makan . Tapi mostly aku 'menghambakan' diri kat dalam dapur . Hehe , sejak bila entah aku jadi terlebih pemalu nie . HAHAH ! Apa lagi , aku kacau-kacau la rendang tok yang dimasak oleh Mama . Hmmm , wangi . Aku kacau sampai dia kering okay , macam nak putus je urat tangan aku bergerak banyak sangat . Hehek .

Tetamu mula beransur pulang and lepas tu Pakcik Juan sekeluarga pun follow jugak since ada kawan nak datang rumah beliau . Kemas-kemas dapur then lepak depan TV dengan Abang Hariz . YAHHHH , dia memang suka tengok cerita pelik-pelik la (bagi aku la) . Fine , we watched Susuk and aku terjerit bila ada part yang terkejut tergempak tertampaq tu . Aduyaiii ~ Mak Tam siap kata jangan tengok kalau takut . Haha , fineee . Abah join lepas tu and bila iklan aku terus naik nak bersiap balik . Sebelum balik rumah , singgah kejap rumah kawan Mama , Makcik Khazamah . Around 10pm baru sampai rumah . Boleh tak , sepanjang perjalanan dalam kereta aku tidurrrr ! Sampai rumah aku tidurrrr depan TV . Naik tidur pun aku tidurrr sampai terlepas Subuh . Semua gara-gara tidur lewat pukul 4.30pagi . Ceh !

p/s : kyahhhh~ nak masuk U dah . :P

raya raya ~

2011-09-01T10:46:00.008+08:00

31th August , 2011

tettt , read my lips , baby ! ray ear ray ear ! HAHA , fine . gedik-ness is currently happening here . Stop it please . *slap slap* Ouch ! Ouch ! *pout* Since this date was the second day of Syawal , so yeah . . . it was kinda my involuntary action to say 'raya' twice . Haha , blame my tongue . :P okay , crap ! My English is getting worse , what the hell am i crapping here !!! Okay2 , I'll try to fix this 'issue' . LOL ! Around 12pm , my family and I went to Uncle Karim's house for beraya . Aha , we talked and talked and then ate kuih raya & chocolate cake (marvelous weii) . After about one hour , we went off to our beloved kampong . Tettt , bahasa Melayu diperlukan di ayat seterusnya . HAHA , before sampai kampung , pergi tanah kubur kejap . Melawat kubur Tok Wan Hashim dan Tok Som , jumpa Mak Tam , Kak Hanis , Kak Husna dan Pak Tam (Kak Hanis dan Pak Tam dalam kereta) . Lepas tu baru balik kampung . Or to be exact rumah Mak Long . Hurm , boring sebab Kak Dilah tak ada ikut Pakcik Nan sekeluarga balik ke Teluk Intan . Huaaa~ lagi sedih tak dapat jumpa awang kecil si Dafi tu . Huhu .

Hehe , I was extremely happy to know that my aunties and cousins were admiring my Baju Kurung . Hell yaaa , who would not have interest in a limited-edition-baju-kurung ? Wahh , berlagak youuuu :P (sorry , no pictures to be attached/shown here as my camera is currently broke down) . Mandi then solat Zuhur . Keluar-keluar bilik je dah ternampak Abang Hariz and Hatim terbaring kat lantai luar bilik . Bolayan laaa , on the way nak ke ruang tamu tetiba Abang Hariz panggil .

"Adilah !"

"Yup !"

". . . "

"Awat panggil Dila ?"

"Saja , tak boleh ke ?" Heck .

"Eh , tak ada la boleh je . Oh , lupa . Selamat hari raya maaf zahir batin ." I replied sarcastically .

"Sama . Kak Diyana tak balik ke ?"

"Nope , dia beraya kat KL ."

"Oh , nanti abang bagi nombor akaun bank ek ."

"Nak buat apa ?"

"Suruh Kak Diyana bank in duit raya ."

"PUHAHAHAHA ! okayyy . . . "

Aku blah sambil geleng kepala . Abang Hariz sangat obsess dengan duit raya Kak Diyana . Ye la , Kak Diyana kan dah start kerja , Abang Hariz masih belajar . So , kesah apa umur tuuu . . . sapa yang kerja dia kena bagi duit raya . Tettt !

Lepak-lepak kejap depan TV and yang hampehnya aku kena buli . Heck !

"Dila , where's the fan?" Abang Hariz asked . Wahhh , speaking youuuu .

"Why you ask me ?" I asked him back .

"Because you in-charge of . . . *waving his hands dismissively*"

"Who said so ?"

"Me . So can you please take the fan . . ."

"Hey , you bully meeee !"

Aha~ we continued speaking English . I don't know what had gotten into him , but yeah we spoke in English . Hahah ! The living room was actually pretty hot and being a kind beloved cousin I am , I went to Kak Dilah's bedroom and took a big fan out and placed it at the corner of the room . Yeahhh , I saved many lives ! HAHAHA ! Kak Hanis started to drift off to sleep on the sofa , Abang Hariz and Hatim went to have their late lunch , Kak Husna went to perform her Zuhur and I was about to doze off to sleep too when suddenly Mak Long came and ordered me to take pillow for Abah . Hehe , I was unaware of Abah laying down without pillow under his head . I'm such a 'great' daughter ! :D Sorry Abah . I went to take two pillows (of course another one was for me) and I laid down on the floor . I felt uncomfortable and shifted my body a bit but Mak Tam came to me and asked me to massage her arm . Haiiiiyaaaa ~ I know I'm good at massaging :D I started to massage Mak Tam's arm and minutes past , Kak Hanis who saw this scene - spoke . . .

"Alaaa , mama nie . Adilah baru nak tidur dah suruh dia urut . Nanti-nanti la ."

Alamak , Kak Hanis was mad at Mak Tam , wasn't she ? Kinda scared me but I just continued massaging until Mak Tam stopped me to do so . Then , I seriously fell asleep . I woke up at 5.30pm and rushed to the empty bathroom . Keluar-keluar je , jumpa Abang Hariz , again . . . he was laying down on the floor in front of Kak Dilah's room .

"What were you doing ?" he asked me . Hehhhh ? What kind of question was that ?

"Bathing . . . ?"

"Okay . . . "

W-what ? That was it ? I think POYO really suits him the best that time . HAHA , and he was so meannnnn to me ! Bayangkan , aku dah ambil air sembahyang dah , boleh-boleh dia dok main-main kaki nak tendang kaki aku . Gila youuuu !

"AAAHHHHH ! Jangan-jangan ! Orang dah ambil air sembahyang dah !" And that was when my towel landed on his body , mercilessly , haha . Serves him right ! :P

Dalam pukul 6pm lebih , everyone kalut nak pergi beraya ke rumah Mak Lang except me . Hehe , I was too lazy to even get off from the comfortable sofa . Then after Maghrib , my family followed Mak Tam's family to their house in Sungai Petani since Pakcik Nan was not around . Sampai2 pun almost 10pm , jam gila siot ! Luckily I brought my baby laptop , so yeah . I watched Korean show in the car , awesome right ? :D sampai-sampai lepak kejap depan TV and when nobody was around to watch it , I turned to KBS Channel and YESSSS ! Happy Together was on air ! Guess who were the amazing guests ? Kyahhhhh ~ they are 2PM , Uee & Lizzy from After School and a few more artists who I barely know them . :D I absolutely enjoyed watching it since there was no fascinating raya shows on TV haihhh . After the show ended , I went online and that was when Mak Tam told me to sleep with her in the living room . I was okay with it , so she went to take pillows , blankets and mattresses . Then I went upstairs to perform my Isyak . . . damn late I know ! :P T.E.R.L.E.K.A.

p/s : shishhh , where the heck is my Besta when I need it the most ? Pfffttt . :P

1st day of Syawal

2011-08-31T23:56:00.003+08:00

30th August , 2011

~~Hey , guys !~~ ehemmm , ASSALAMUALAIKUM ! Okayyy , before I start my crapping here , I would like to apologize to you all , my beloved readers - as I would definitely be using my ~~suck~~ broken English as well as my Bahasa Melayu (or is it Bahasa Malaysia ? whatever) for this entry (and perhaps for coming ones too) . Actually my brain is having a difficult time to digest and translate my standard Melayu into even simple English . . . so yeahhh . . . :D *smile sheepishly* So , if you find any 'keling-ness' of my words , I TRULY AM SORRY ! :D hey , I'm trying to polish my English ya know , give me that chance , will ya ? :P

Tettt , as you guys know , today is the 1st day of Syawal 2011 , Alhamdu Lillah I still have the chance to experience it with happiness . :D Okay , sumpah macam keling ! Dah2 , aku tulis Melayu je la . Galak nak pi celop omputih , kegedikkan melanda tak kena tempat . Heh ! Pagi2 , errr , tak ada la pagi mana . Around 10 am , aku and family pergi la rumah pertama untuk beraya , rumah tradisi youuuu - rumah Toksu . Yeah , every year confirm nie rumah pertama yang kami akan pergi . Hehe , sebab dia merupakan jiran kami merangkap pengasuh aku dan Kak Diyana ~~when we were young and fragile~~ masa kami kecil2 dulu and ahhh , susah la nak describe perkaitan antara satu sama lain . Hehe . Bergambar dengan Farah Izzaty , jadi part-time model seketika , then masuk rumah sembang-sembang dan melantak ! Haha , mannnn . Toksu's nasi impit is my favourite okayyyhhh ! Setiap tahun aku takkan lepas menelan makanan yang lazat tu , while Kak Diyana definitely will choose her favourite lemang . Owhhh , TOO BAD , SHE is not around this raya sebab dia beraya di perantauan . Well , perantauan perantauan pun , rumah Mak Ndak je . Hehe , family la jugak tu kan ? :P

After melantak , kami meminta diri dulu oleh sebab nak pi beraya rumah lain pulak . Aha , turun town , ke Tanjung , ke rumah Auntie Pah ! Oh yeah , masuk2 kawasan perumahan tu , sumpah korang akan terpegun tertekun ter-yang-berkaitan la ! Mak aiii , suasana raya dorang sangattt AMAAAAAAAAZINNNNGGGGG ! Bayangkan satu rumah angkut satu family tak kira yang jauh-jauh tak duduk rumah tu pun (sedara la maksudnya ngek) and bergabung dengan satu rumah yang lain and bergabung entah berapa banyak and berkunjung ke satu rumah untuk beraya ??? so , yeahhh ! Kinda pack and hectic but heyyy , it was AWESOME ! Abah , Mama and I dah macam kuda . . . eh , rusa masuk kampung je , tercengang -cengang haaa . . . mana taknya , first time kami datang rumah Auntie Pah pagi-pagi , selalunya kami datang petang2 nak dekat malam gitu . So , situasi nie sangat asing bagi kami . And and and aku dapat duit raya special sebab dapat masuk USM , sooo YEAHHHH ! :D HEHE , then kitorang pergi pulak ke rumah kawan Abah nie (I know this uncle but too but I don't know his name LOL) .

KKYAHHHHHHHH~ I seriously feel wanna go jogging now ! Boleh tak , puasa bagai nak rak sebulan sampai turun berat semua bagai , tapi raya baru sehari dah boleh naikkan badan dua kali ganda penurunan pada waktu puasa ? Oh well so very the perigi mannnn (ayat merapu? you think) *sigh* How I wish I didn't follow my parents at the first place . Haihhhh . Nevermind , bila lagi nak merasa kuih raya and DUIT RAYA ? HAHA ! Petang tu rehat je kat rumah tak ke mana-mana . Each and everyone of us tidur mati okay - semua penat buat aktiviti. . . menelan kuih raya ? Haha . Malamnya , pergi rumah Makcik Timah depan rumah . Semua terkejut tengok aku and again , terkejut sebab Kak Diyana tiada raya kali nie . Hehe . Lepak paling lama di sini dan sebelum balik aku kena brainwash baik punya dengan Makcik Timah . WHAT ? Hehe , I kinda like the advices you know . Hehe . Dia berkata-kata , belajar dulu jangan ada boyfriend . Bila dah kerja , balas jasa mak abah dulu , baru nak ada boyfriend tak apa . Heheeee , amacam suka tak suka tak ? SAYA SANGAT SUKA ! :D

p/s : See ? Keling-ness overload . HAHAH ! :P

It is not too late . . . right ?

2011-08-30T20:44:00.003+08:00

HAPPY EID MUBARAK , darlings ! :D

p/s : I saw Nur Kasih the Movie on TV3 , and I was like . . . "kalau aku tau dia kuar raya taun nie , tak adanya aku nak pi GSC !"

Twilight Saga

2011-08-28T06:01:00.008+08:00

Yeayyyyy ! *throws confetti*

I proudly announce that I've finished reading 'Breaking Dawn' few days ago !

That's all .
. O . Y . O . P *read it backwards*

p/s : Is anyone here generous enough to lend me his/her 'Eclipse' ? Because I skip reading this Twilight's sequel . :D

perfect English

2011-08-27T08:59:00.011+08:00

I know you would think this is kinda random thing to blab about . . . but not me .

The purpose of posting this entry :

1. I really want to improve my English very badly .

2. I honestly admire the way Syeefa Syed Kamal pours out her 'love' in her baby blog . *The pictures above proved how excellent her writing is .

3. I wish my English is as superb as hers . :D

4. It will remind me to not giving up on improving my English as I'd always read all my recent entries every time I online . Kinda lame I know .

5. I finally realize that in order to improve my lousy English , I should have a starting point . Well , I guess by writing entries in English is a good one , no ?

Besides , I think I should also . . .

:::> Read more English books . Any kind of book would be fine .

:::> Listen to English songs instead of Koreans . *Heck , this would be hard for me . Can I skip this step ? :P

:::> I should start speaking by now so that I won't keep stuttering and out of words . Practice makes perfect ! :D

p/s : You inspired me , thank you . :D
p/s 2 : English is hard . :(

POYO?

2011-08-27T08:16:00.005+08:00

After Subuh , I sent a not-so-short-text to Kak Diyana . . .

"Bebeh! Nak minx tlg. Omg omg! Nanti ang ada masa, burn cite ATHENA kat dlm extrnal ang 2! aku nak cite 2 sgt2 sbg cllctn. Ada changmin n siwon! Kyaahhh~ k, 2 je. Jgn lupa bce blog aku n komen skali. I'm seriously looking 4ward 4 ur quite-unpredictable-beautful-cmnts! *grins*"

And she replied mine . . .

"Poyo."

OMG ! What's going on with this world ? Trust me , she's not the only human being on earth calling me that lately ! Am I that poyo ? You tell me . . .

Erkkk . . . WAIT !

Now that I think about it . . . I REALLY AM poyo !
Just by posting this kind of lame entry surely proves the truth in Kak Diyana's one meaningful word , agree ? Hehe , when I reread my message for her , I honestly feel wanna whack myself with my thick Breaking Dawn novel in my head right here right now . Heh !

CONCLUSION : I guess I've to admit that poyo is a part of me . :D

**********

. . . LOL! Corner . . .

He's indeed a food monster ! HAHA . :D

p/s : I can't help but feel curious whether my English's getting better or not . It would be a waste if nothing has change after I had read tonnes of English stories recently . Hmmph . Comments are needed , peeps . TQ . :D

UNEXPECTED dreams

2011-08-26T10:29:00.009+08:00

22th August , 2011

Morning , humans ! Actually , I was thinking of watching any Korean show in my collection on my baby laptop when suddenly Abah came to me and ask my permission to use it . Here you go then ~ aku blah ke katil sambil (macam biasa) sumbat telinga dengan mp3 sony ericsson kesayanganku . Lepak-lepak atas katil ! Boleh-boleh aku tertidur tunggu Abah guna laptop , ishish . And the funny part was I dreamed of Korean idols ! HAHA . Unexpected , seriously ! Pagi-pagi dah mimpi . Haha . Wanna know about it ? Gahhhh , if you don't want to know pun , I'm still gonna post it . HAHA , boo yaaa ~ (this is MY baby bloggie *peace*)

Okay , out of the blue I was standing still at this particular place , err . . . I guess it was a stadium . There was a kinda big stage at the center of the stadium . Yang lucunya , aku berdiri macam orang bodoh kat tepi pentas tu . Heh ? Then I realized that I was one of the performers for the I-don't-know-what-concert-it-was . What the heck ? Tengah menunggu giliran untuk perform . Actually , yang tu rehearsal je . So , everyone macam busy ke hulu ke hilir la , but tak kesah sangat pasal tu . Yang aku kesah dan terkejut sangat ialah mata aku masa tu tak berkelip-kelip tengok orang yang tengah perform tengah stage tu . He was DEFINITELY someone who's popular . That was why I stood still like an idiot at the corner of the stage - I was mesmerized . Haishhh ! Guess who ?

Lee Donghae - his fishy face = comel !

Kyahhhhhh~ was I seeing right ?! Tapi memang betul weiiii , unbelievable ! Super Junior buat concert di Malaysia ! *hyperventilating* . Wait ! It was just a beautiful dream ! *nods* Okay , Donghae was performing alone on the stage . Well , aku rasa dia menari je since aku tengok dia asyik menunjukkan dancing skills dia dari awal muzik start . Dia menari dan menari , and aku tengok dan tengok sampai la aku realize something pada pertengahan lagu tu . Donghae asyik pandang satu sudut nie je sambil menari . And aku terus pandang ke arah yang dipandangnya and there - a guy who can melt anyone's heart with his gummy smile - Lee Hyukjae / Lee Eunhyuk - was watching Donghae's performance ! Kyahhhhh ~ my FIRST bias in Super Junior ! Tenyeh mata - OMG ! he was standing there for real ! Omo omo . Ingatkan Donghae sorang je dalam mimpi aku . I was so-called-melting-over-Eunhyuk when suddenly Donghae stopped dancing and sprinting down the stage . I was like . . . eh ??? What happened ? Mata aku ikut je la dia ke mana kan . . . and then again I was like . . . O____O''?? Haha , boleh tak , Donghae lari dan sebenarnya nak kejar Eunhyuk . Eunhyuk pun apa lagi , start lari keliling stage tu . Bapak lawak . And my brain registered what had just happened .

"YAHH you , stop mocking me !" - Donghae

Lee Hyukjae / Lee Eunhyuk the dancing machine
My first bias - I love his gummy smile :D

Kinda faham apa yang dorang cakap walaupun dalam reality-nya aku akan "WTH was he talking about?" . Weird ! Haha , Eunhyuk kan terkenal sebagai dancing machine of Super Junior - definitely he's the best in dancing kan ? So , while watching Donghae - dalam masa yang sama dia maybe mengusik Donghae yang trying his best to perform . Funny ! Sementara dorang meneruskan aksi childish dorang , aku turun dari stage and pergi ke satu group nie yang agak busy je . Observastion . . . confirmed ! Semua tu manager yang sedang kendalikan concert tu . Figures ! Mata aku meliar tengok dorang buat kerja when suddenly someone caught my attention !

Choi Siwon ~ the most handsome person in Super Junior !

Kyahhhh~ was I seeing right again ?! SIWONNNN ! aku tak boleh stop blinking weiiii ! Apa niiieeee ? Again , it WAS just my beautiful dream , haihhh . My top three men dalam Super Junior masuk mimpi aku ? Mannn , tak nak bangun dah boleh tak ? HAHAHA ! Dia berdiri di celah-celah kesibukan manager-manager tu buat kerja . Well , since aku bosan tengok Donghae tak sudah-sudah tak penat-penat mengejar si Eunhyuk tu keliling pentas , aku terfikir-fikir la - patut ke tak aku tegur Siwon nie ? Hehe , being a top idol he is , keliling dia ada bodyguard . Aigooo ~ and yang lawaknya , dia punya so-called-bodyguards were my SGGS junior prefects . What the ? Lawak kan ? HAHA , setakat junior tu , aku senang je nak tembus . Aku kan senior prefect maaa . Hahah , so aku pi la dekat Siwon . And for I-don't-know-how-many-times , something unexpected happened !

Pelik-pelik mimpi aku nie wei . Boleh tak , Siwon jeling aku je pastu buat muka serius sombong ! That's SO NOT him I tell you ! Dah berkerut-kerut dah muka nie haaa tapi tak apa la . Sebab dia second man yang aku admire , tahan hati je la kan . Boring - nak sembang ! So , I tried to communicate with him . . .

"Err , hello ? Can you speak English ?" Aku tak tau cakap Korea , harap maklum :D

"No , I WASN'T ." Tanpa pandang , Siwon balas dengan dingin .

OMG ! I was resisting the urge to burst out laughing in front of him ! Walaupun dia jawab menggunakan perkataan yang salah , still I found it cuteeee , no - scratch that - ADORABLE ! Padahal , aku rasa english Siwon much better than this la .

"So , you only understand English , don't you ?"

". . . "

Ya ampunnn ! Gila sombong mamat nie ! Rasa macam nak sekeh-sekeh pun ada . Nie bukan Siwon yang aku kenal duhhh . Getting really annoyed bebeh ! Dia tak pandang aku langsung . Tau la aku ketot tak cantik macam SNSD tu , tapi hello , hormat la orang yang tengah bercakap sikit ! Mentang-mentang artis , grrr . Again - aku try nak berbaik dengan dia . Okay , nie last time - kalau dalam feedback yang sama jugak - that's it .

"Erm , can we have a handshake for once ?"
*omonaaa , did I just request that ??? relax2 , mimpi je .*

Siwon pandang aku sambil buat muka bosan then salam tangan aku macam nak tak nak je . Pastu , pandang tempat lain buat-buat macam dia tak pernah ada conversation dengan aku . GREAT , just great ! I seriously wanted to rip his head off ! Pffttt , aku blah terus dari situ dan berdiri di mana je aku suka . Dalam hati dok chillex - fikir yang Siwon penat , tak cukup tidur sebab kena rehearsal bagai sebelum real concert start . . . tengah sedapkan hati balik . Hmmm . . .

Tengah aku dok fikir-fikir tu , suddenly aku rasa something bergerak-gerak kat pinggang aku . AH SUDAHH ! Aku terkalih-kalih nak tengok dan aku terkejut kuasa infiniti !!!
ANDWAEEEE !

"SIWON ! What you think you're doing ?!"

Well , aku kinda menjerit la jugak kat dia . Dia dah start scratching his back head , hesitating to explain , and aku rasa macam nak penampor je dia . Hey , guys - Don't be narrow-minded . He did nothing over and perhaps I was just overreacting . So , stop thinking he's a pervert ! Okay , I'm a Muslim - duhh , even if dia anak menteri pun , aku tetap tak rela ada tangan meliar dekat badan aku . Luckily , he didn't snake his arms around my waist *dream on*. . . kalau tak , ada yang makan silat aku ! Hehe .

Siwon explained everything to me and he was blushing hard ! When I say hard , it means HARD ! Mannn , itu la "blusher" yang paling merah aku pernah tengok tertempek kat muka Siwon . Since aku nie tak ada berkulit cerah macam dia , still aku boleh rasa muka aku pun panas jugak . Aiseymannnn , I just did not know what to reply , I was SPEECHLESS for God's sake ! Why , why , what happened ? HAHA , seriously , you wouldn't want to know about it . Siwon blah sambil senyum malu-malu while aku tetap speechless tengok dia pergi - tak berkelip .

from left : Donghae , Siwon , Eunhyuk :D
My third , second and first biases . :)

Dan aku bangun dari tidur - geleng kepala laju-laju !
Whooaaaa~ mimpi yang heavenly beautiful walaupun ending dia begitu . On the second thought , nasib baik tu semua cuma mimpi . Hehe .

EunSiHae - comel gila dorang squeeze satu sofa untuk tidur ! What ? Donghae jadikan Eunhyuk bantal dia while Siwon jadikan Donghae - tilam dia ? HAHA .

p/s : SORRY for the grammatical errors . I'm not that good at both English and Malay . So , bahasa rojak je la ek :D

p/s : Maybe aku termimpi sebab aku baru lepas tengok Come to Play Super Junior Special yang meng-highlight mereka bertiga - mostly Siwon of course .

*****

24th August , 2011

Aku tertidur time dengar lagu SHINee dalam mp3 sony ericsson sambil baca Breaking Dawn sampai aku termimpi Onew ! Yup2 , Onew leader SHINee yang mantap tu ! My bias weiiii ~ Guess what ? I dreamed of Onew being a vampire ! Okay , never see that coming ! Oh yeah , perhaps I'm so into vampire kind of story sampai aku termimpi ? Tak ada yang berlaku sangat pun dalam mimpi tu , cuma ada Onew yang tetiba muncul depan aku dan menunjukkan mata dia yang colour ala-ala macam mata Edward Cullen tu sambil tunjuk his vampire teeth .

Onew - vampire ?
Well , nie je la gambar terbaik aku search kat Google .
Kalau ada yang lain pun , yang merapu punya .
So , tak ada nampak sangat macam mata Edward Cullen .

Wahhh , aku tak pernah imagine Onew jadi vampire sebab weiii , haven't you see his face ? He has such an angelic face . Oh right , aku tak tunjuk lagi . Tengok tengok . . . *scroll down*

Betul tak aku cakap ?

I-say-man , maybe aku ter-lalu minat Onew and ter-selalu dengar lagu yang dia menyanyi and ter-gila-gila kat cerita Twilight Saga baru-baru nie sebab tengah baca Breaking Dawn sampai aku ter-mimpi-mimpi-kan semua tu . Fikir-fikir balik , ohhh ~ maybe background desktop aku membantu jugak sebab aku letak gambar nie .*scroll down*

AHA~ Onew pose di belakang sekali . Kyahhhh~
*shhh , I personally like the way Jonghyun *wearing white coat* posed)

close up Onew ! :D

p/s : distracting my concentration .

I LOVE YOU

2011-08-25T21:21:00.004+08:00

20th August , 2011

Finally , I have my own baby laptop . :D
I LOVE YOU to bits .

p/s : simpan selalu . haha , overprotective . :P

we're the super duper fangirls of maxkyu

2011-08-25T13:14:00.025+08:00

14th August , 2011

Okayyy , see the title ? Haha , macam mana semua nie boleh start ? Well , let the pictures do the talk , alright ?

Bermulanya begini ! (I just love my persona :D)

So , dah faham ? Dah tau macam mana kami boleh jadi fangirl kepada maxkyu ?

Hehe .

And you wonder why I post this kind of entry ? Because I promised someone for this .
Ikaaaaa , aku dah update ! Hehehe .

First question to ask : Do you know what MAXKYU means for ?

Obviously la , tu kombinasi nama my Changmin dan Ika's Kyuhyun . Well , on stage , Changmin digelar as Max while Kyuhyun pulak selalu dipanggil as Kyu . So , I just combine these two names , make it one . :D *trying to be as creative as possible here*

Max @ Changmin

Kyuhyun

Second question on your mind : Apa yang bagus sangat dorang nie sampai korang tergila-gila kan dorang ?

Good question ! For me , Changmin ada auranya yang tersendiri . First time aku tengok dia masa Kak Selly bukak video concert DBSK tahun lepas kat matrik and time tu Changmin yang aku nampak dulu . Sebab dia paling tinggi and rambut yang pendek melekat kat kepala dia menyebabkan dia nampak macam orang Melayu ! I like it .

And for Ika , pasal Kyuhyun tuuuu . . . aku lupa nak tanya dia before posting this entry . Hehe , sorry .

Kyuhyun the evil maknae (he LOVES to prank others !)

Changmin the food monster (seriously , he eats A LOT !)

3rd question to wonder : Macam mana la korang nie boleh sepakat pasal nie ?

Ahaaa~ tell me about it ! Semuanya tak dirancang . Kitorang memang selalu sekepala je kalau pasal dorang nie . Actually , banyak jugak pasal these guys yang merapatkan hubungan aku dan Ika . Let's see . . .

1. Max dan Kyuhyun - dua-dua berusia 23 tahun . (aku dan Ika 19tahun :D)

2. Kyuhyun and Max are maknaes ! Still tak tau maknae tu apa ? Maknae - orang paling muda dalam sesebuah kumpulan . Max maknae dalam DBSK while Kyuhyun dalam Super Junior . :)
(well , dua2 sangat mischievous !)

3. Max dan Kyuhyun berkawan rapat ! Bukti ? (aku dan Ika pun rapat jugak hehe)

4. Kyuhyun dan Max under one company . (duhh , aku dan Ika under one school and matrics haha)

WHAT ELSE EH ? I think that should be enough . :D

Shim Changmin 2011 :)

Cho Kyuhyun 2011 :D

MUST WATCH VIDEO

Description of the video : It was a prank call by Kyuhyun to Changmin .
And seriously , Changmin is such a great friend who's willing to do anything for his beloved friend .
Kyaaaahhhhh~ evil Kyukyu , innocent Minnie ~ :D
Aku nak cari kawan macam nie laaaa ~
Masih adakah ? ;)

. Special Section .

Ikaaaaaa !
I found these pictures and I was like . . .

O.O
*my eyes WIDELY opened*

and

kyahhhhhhhh
*I SCREAMED at the top of my lungs* - sangat exaggerate ! :P

and

omoooo
*I hyperventilated*

and finally ,

PUAHAHAHAHA !
*I LAUGHED out loud*

And I think you should see this baby . . .

. . .

. . .

. . .

NOTE : first two pictures are Kyuhyun . Cross-dressing session ? Just guessing .
Another two are Changmin's pictures . They were edited , I swear !

What say you , babe ? Haha , adorable yet funny ! :D
Errr , I've to admit - I personally think they look so BEAUTIFUL . *squeal*

p/s : Such a colourful entry . *yeah I know , sorry*

p/s 2 : A lot of grammatical errors . *I know that too , sorry for the inconvenience - I try my very level best to improve my English*

p/s : 3 : What you think you're doing , dila ? *err , being a die-hard-fan-of-kpop idols ??*

p/s 4 : Yeahhh yeahhh , I know that too . Kurang pahala puasa aku ! OH GOD , please forgive me ! :'|

Make Over

2011-08-25T11:59:00.012+08:00

13th August 2011

Okay , since lately nie aku dok dapat gesaan daripada kawan - kawan aku yang dorang nak baca blog aku , makanya aku telah membuka semula blog aku kepada public . Hehe , and untuk tidak mahu menampakkan ke-isolated-an blog aku yang dah berkurun aku tinggal , aku dah make over blog aku . tettt !

Dulu aku guna background picture nie .

Hmm , tapi memang betul la - plain sangat kan ! Putih bersih suci murni je . Aku susah nak match-kan kaler-kaler dengan background nie . Hehe . Agak hampeh sikit la masa nie . Aku letak pun sebab Changmin baby pose smart . :D

Previous Header

Header dia pulak aku buat kat website amende entah . So , edit-edit situ sana sini maka jadi lah begini . Simple tapi kecil . Heh ! Unsatisfied ! And telah membuatkan blog aku lifelesss ! Perlukan make over !

and sooooo

Current background

Tadaaaaa~ nie la background picture yang korang nampak sekarang . AWESOME RIGHT ? I KNOW ! Sangat suka . . . errr , what we call it ? 'graphic effect ? Belasah je ~ smart smart - jatuh cinta . :D

Well , for the header pulak , aku saja search picture Changmin oppa yang comel-comel ke macho ke model-ish ke ann , and I found thissss !

Gambar yang plain , tapi aura Changmin Oppa telah menyebabkan aku nampak gambar yang dull tetiba jadi LIFEEE ! bling bling ! and I edited it ! It came out pretty good too . :D *proud*

Current Header

Jjang jjang ! Amacam ? Okay tak ? Aku edit setakat yang aku tau la . Hehe . Aku try match-kan dengan background picture . Sebab tu dia ala-ala yellow-ish and goldish ? Belasah sudahhh . :D

MY MASTERPIECE
and I'm proud of it !

and aku agak confuse nak letak background music apa sebenarnya . But since sekarang tengah gila-gila Mr.Simple si Super Junior tu , jadinya aku pun letak la lagu top terkini tu . Enjoy ! Ehhh , dah tengok music video dia belum ? Belum ? Rugiiii , tengok cepat ! Choreography yang mantap !

click to play aite ?

Dah tengok ? Amacam , smart kan ? Hehe . Okay tu je nak coret-coret . Next post please . :D

p/s : puas hatiiii . Lalala .

Happy 19th Birthday to Meeeee =]

2011-08-25T09:37:00.006+08:00

7th August , 2011

Well , almost 12am kan aku masuk bilik Kak Hanis untuk tidur . Mula la handphone aku mem-busy-kan diri menggerudi Inul mengikut silent music yang berkumandang . Heh . Semuanya wish 'Happy Birthday' kat aku . Wahhh seronoknya ada orang ingat birthday kita .

KAMSAHAMNIDAAAAA !
*bow 90 degrees*

Tapi aku layan gitu-gitu je sebab sleepy sangart . Ye la , kesan ubat-ubat yang aku telan tu agak power la jugak . Time aku nak tertidur balik tetiba pintu bilik Kak Hanis terbuka tanpa diketuk . Memandangkan aku paling dekat dengan pintu and belum tidur lagi , aku cuba la nak usha sapa kan . As Kak Hanis tutup lampu gelak gelita tak nampak hape-hape , I could barely see someone at the door . Ingatkan Mama , rupa-rupanya . . .

"ABANG HARIZ ! nak apa ?" Terkejut aku ! Ye la , aku expect Mama ke Mak Tam ke yang masuk kan sebab tak ketuk pintu , alih-alih Abang Hariz . Ish3 , terjah je kerja .

"Nak . . . . . . " Okay , aku kurang pendengaran seketika sebab kesan ubat dok melalikan otak aku . Terus aku kalihkan badan - meniarap menghadap Abang Hariz .

"Hah , amende ?" Siaran ulangan perlu ditayangkan !

"Abang nak jumpa Adilah ." And aku blur ! Tangan terus point kat diri sendiri .

"Adilah ?" Aku ulang , tak percaya . Yang awat tetiba dia nak jumpa aku tengah-tengah malam buta nie ??

"Ha'ah ."

"Awatnya ?"

Okay , aku sangat malas nak bangun pi kat Abang Hariz . The funny part was kitorang bercakap dalam keadaan bisik tak berapa nak bisik sebab tak nak kejutkan Kak Hanis dan Kak Diyana yang dah terlentok baik punya kat sebelah . Aku still meniarap dalam bilik tu while Abang Hariz still 'pose' at the frame door .

"Saja nak wish . . . Happy Birthday Adilah !"

Tettt ! Aku macam baru lepas makan penampor je . Lupa pulak birthday aku sendiri , takut punya pasal . Haha . UNBELIEVABLE la pulak sebab Abang Hariz tau birthday aku . Well , I bet Aidil told him . Hehe .
"THANK YOU ABANG HARIZ !" Seronok gila aku ! First person yang wish face to face dengan aku . Abah dan Mama dan Kakak Diyana pun tak wish lagi . Huhu :(

"Awat tak bagitau Abang Hariz awal-awal , kalau tak boleh abang bawak Dila pi jalan-jalan uptown ."

"Uptown ?" Wahhh , was he trying to be nice to meee ? *smug*

"Ha'ah ."

"Hehe , baiknya . Tak apa la , wish pun dah cukup . Thanksss !"

"Okay then , happy birthday again . Good night !"

"Okay , thanks , nighttt !"

Terus gelap gelita bilik tu lepas Abang Hariz blah tutp pintu dan handphone aku keep on receiving plenty of messages . Aku sempat buka message Aidil je . Cehhh , bilik sebelah je , hantar message . Bazir kredit je mamat nie . But then , aku tak dapat nak buka mata dah lepas baca message tu , terus campak handphone dan zzz .

Okay , time tidur aku mimpi ! AGAK HORROR ! Boleh dikelaskan as nightmare la jugak . I was actually walking with my friend and out of the blue hujan turun dengan lebat gila-gila , package dengan guruh dan kilat bagai . Rasa macam nak mati dah weiii . Terus berdoa kat Allah panjangkan umur sebab tak minta ampun kat Abah dan Mama dan Kakak Diyana and tak bertaubat lagi . Then tetiba terasa badan tersentak . . . Omo ! Secara reflex-nya , my eyes flustered open and I shot up straight from the mat . Hah ! Dah macam patung tak bernyawa aku duduk sebab terkejut . Tetiba aku rasa ada air terpercik kat muka . Baru aku realize keadaan sekeliling .

Aku masih dalam bilik dan mak I ! Memang hukan lebat kat luar style gila lebat , macam mimpi aku je . Kak Hanis dan Kak Diyana pun terbangun gara-gara dorang paling dekat dengan tingkap terkena tempias maha hebat berbanding aku . While Kak Diyana membantu Kak Hanis menutup tingkap yang sengaja dibukakan sebelum tidur , aku pula hanya stiff dan mata yang terbuka setengah bergerak mengikut pergerakan manusia dalam bilik tu . Oh yeah ,aku tersentak tu sebab Kak Diyana pun bangun mengejut jugak dan 'menghentam' aku kat tepi . Adeii ! Kami sambung tidur balik lepas tu .

Pukul 5pagi , kami bertiga bangun dengan kalut ! Dah lambat untuk bangun sahur ! Turun-turun makanan semua macam dah terhidang . Hehe , tunggu hero-hero Malaya (Aidil , Abang Hariz & Hatim) turun untuk sahur . Masing-masing ambil tempat . Mama busy menghidang , so aku mengikut kat Abah , buat muka muncung itik !

"Abah ! Tak wish adik birthday punnn !" Lepas tu aku hentak kaki membelakangi Abah .

"Alamak busuk Abah nie dah besar ! Happy birthday to you , happy birthday to you , happy birthday to Che Pe'ah , happy birthday to youuuu~" Abah terus wish siap menyanyi sambil peluk aku . Hehe , tektik berjaya . Che Pe'ah ? Tu gelaran aku dalam rumah selain adik . HAHA .

Tetiba terdengar suara high-pitch Kak Diyana di ruang makan tu .

"Okay semua , take note yang hari nie birthday Adilah ! Saja nak inform ." Haha , publisiti murahan tanpa bayaran .

Mula la makcik-makcik aku wish aku . Tak lama lepas tu Aidil dan Abang Hariz turun dan join kitorang . Memandangkan Hatim tak turun-turun lagi , Kak Hanis yang tak berapa nak sahur berat-berat ditugaskan untuk membangunkan adiknya . Time aku dok ambil nasi , Abang Hariz bersuara .

"Hah , birthday girl ! Makan banyak-banyak , Mak Ngah masak siapkan 4 jenis nasi khas untuk Dila . Ada nasi ulam , briyani , nasi goreng , putih . . . makan je ." Promote Abang Hariz . Amboi yaiii ~ boleh jadi promoter bertauliah dah . Aku cuma ambil sikit nasi briyani and 2 sudu besar nasi ulam (tak layan sangat nasi ulam nie tapi since Mak Ngah dah masak ambil je la sikit kan :P hehe) .

Semua sedang sibuk makan bila tetiba Kak Hanis datang dengan muka merah dan menangis ! Aaik ? Takkan pi gerak Hatim bangun kena lempang kot ? Semua start panik laaa !

"Corn..cornfla..flake..ter..lekat..." Dengan payahnya Kak Hanis cakap . Lepas tu lesap masuk toilet berdekatan . Warghhh , dalam sejarah . Tak pernah lagi aku dengar orang makan biskut cornflakes terlekat/tercekik . Lagi la kami semua panik . Mak Tam dan Mak Ngah pi la tengok-tengok keadaan Kak Hanis tu , bila dah reda sikit baru tahu hal yang sebenar . Kak Hanis tengah berlari turun tangga lepas panggil Hatim , tu yang sampai terlekat tu . Kus semangat , drama drama .

Lepas sahur , aku melepak kat ruang tamu dengan laptop . Hehe , aku kalau datang rumah Mak Tam nie , tu je la keje aku . Dah ada kemudahan wireless , guna je la selagi termampu kan ? Hehe . Okay time online , ada jugak Abang Hariz dok lalu lalang naik turun tangga depan mata . And setiap kali dia melepasi aku , setiap kali tu la dia wish birthday kat aku . Haha , macam siaran ulangan je . Sebanyak . . . 7 8 kali ? Itu la diaaa .

"Happy Birthday Dilaaa . . . " Naik atas .

"Thank you Abang Hariz~" yeah , bayangkan . 7 8 kali - ayat yang sama orang yang sama tempat yang sama direction yang berselang seli beza . :D

FOR-NOT-MAKING-YOU-CONFUSE-SHOW
*gambar-gambar nie semua aku korek dalam externel :)*

Aidil (abaikan aku di sebelah)

Abang Hariz (kyaaaaaah~ Dafi kecik lagi time nieeee)

Kak Hanis (Dafi dah besar sikit)

Hatim

NOTE : gambar Mak Tam , Mak Ngah , Pak Tam tak dapat dicari , Abah dan Mama dan Kakak Diyana - ala , korang kenal malas la nak upload . Hehe . :D

p/s : Kak Diyana jealous sebab Abang Hariz wish aku personally depan-depan . :D

2011-08-25T09:21:00.004+08:00

6th August , 2011

Bangun pukul 4.30pagi untuk tolong Mak Tam menyediakan makanan untuk sahur . Mannn , kepala pening lalat sebab aku tidur 2jam je . Huhu , lepas sahur aku melepak depan laptop kejap . Sampai la Kak Diyana took over sebab nak main game , aku boleh terkedang atas sofa tidur mati . Bangun-bangun dah tengah hari .Ehe , terus bersiap sebab nak keluar shopping dengan Kak Diyana dan Kak Hanis . On the way nak keluar , Makcik Ain sekeluarga (which includes Aidil , Dafi dan Mak Ngah) sampai di rumah Mak Tam . Hee~

Shopping dekat Center Square *if I’m not mistaken* - gila rambang mata tengok baju dan kasut . Tapi satu je masalah – tak ada duit . Huwaaaa~ pokaiiii ! Nak cucuk duit kat ATM , mesin betrayyy ! Aku hanya mampu beli majalah e-pop je .HEHE , nasib baik dapat sampul duit raya free – gambar DBSK beb ! CHANGMIN OPPAAAAA – confirm aku simpan sampul tu tak bagi sapa-sapa .Bluerghhh ! Balik ke rumah , Abah dan Mama dah sampai . Masa berbuka , sangat happening . Ramai-ramai pulak tu dalam satu tempat . Abah , Mama , Mak Tam , Pak Tam , Makcik Ain , Mak Ngah , Kak Hanis , Abang Hariz , Hatim , Kak Diyana , Aidil , Dafi dan aku . Wahhh , ramai kan ? Hehe .

Tengokkkk ~ Handsome-handsome weiii , tapi my baby Changmin paling comel . Kyahhhh ~

Malamnya , tekak aku menkhianati aku ! Aku batuk non-stop !Well , nasib baik aku bawak ubat sekali – lepas telan melepak depan TV kejap . SUMPAH LAWAK bila Dafi menyondoi kat aku gara-gara takut dengan tikus . Padahal tikus tu tak wujud pun kat ruang tamu tu , cuma Abah je dok buat bunyi tikus tu (ala , yang macam Lan Pet Pet Senario buat tu) . Muka penuh ketakutan kot .Hahah , and before that – He tricked us ! Budak kecik Dafi tu pandai berlakon sekarang . Boleh tak , dia pura-pura tercekik something sampai kami semua dah panic dah , tapi bila Mak Ngah start approach dia , DIA GELAKK ! Pandai betul budak tu .Haha , muka-tak-boleh-makan-benda-baru Dafi sangat lawak . Padan muka , gatai lagi nak try makan buah dokong . Haha .

Pukul 10pm lebih , aku dah hanyutttt sebab telan ubat . Around 11.45pm baru aku bangun . Tu pun sebab Mama suruh naik tidur dalam bilik . Aku dan Kak Diyana pun naik la ke bilik Kak Hanis . On the way tu , dah ada message start masuk . :)

p/s : download download download *sweating*

kedah mali

2011-08-25T09:11:00.002+08:00

5th August , 2011

Disebabkan kerinduan yang tak terbendung Kak Diyana kepada Dafi , maka pada pukul 8.30am tepat , aku dan Kak Diyana dah terpacak dekat tol Penang untuk diambil oleh Pakcik Nan . Oh yeahhhh , apa lagi kena usik dengan dia la pasal phone prank tu . Kui3 , sabar je la . Dah tu siap kena nasihat lagi suruh exercise dan minum air banyak-banyak sebab aku baru baik demam time tu .Hellyah , lepas balik dari KL , dua hari lepas tu aku demam . One day before puasa ! Just great kan ? :D

After ambil aku dan Kak Diyana , kitorang bergerak ke UiTM Merbok untuk ambil Aidil pulak . Sampai di Bandar Baharu , ke pasar sebentar . Elok kereta masuk perkarangan je terus dengar suara Dafi menjerit ‘Abahhhh’ ! So adorableeee ! And terkejut gila aku tengok dia ! Dah chubby sikit dan gigi dah penuhhh .Handdddssooomeeenyaaaa ! Menyesal pulak tak ambil gambar dia . Haihhh ! Letak beg dalam bilik tapi tak tukar baju lagi , kononnya nak ke kedai depan jalan tu . Nak jalan la tapi Makcik Ain tak bagi sebab ye la , tengah hari terik , puasa pulak tu , dia insist kitorang bawak kereta . Apalagi , aku excited la . Dah lama tak bawak manual .

Aku drive ke kedai – Kak Diyana dan Dafi ikut . Sumpah lawak baiii . Aku bawak asyik mati enjin je .Haha ! Tak biasa control clutch . Masa balik dari kedai , Kak Diyana pulak yang bawak . Tersenggok-senggok macam naik kuda .Haha , aku serius tak tahan gelak tengok muka Dafi blur and blank masa Kak Diyana drive . Petangnya aku tolong Mak Ngah dan Makcik Ain memasak di dapur untuk berbuka nanti .Well , mostly macam aku la yang masak . Hehe , bangga sebentar . Mak Ngah hanya tunjuk itu ini , tapi yang potong, yang gaulnya – aku ! Ngee~ berbaloi la sampai menangis-nangis time potong bawang .HAHA .

Masa berbuka , mak I ! Makanan dia kalah meja makan raja wei . Penuh gilaaaa ~ Well , since aku dan Kak Diyana join berbuka and juga Kak Hanis , Pakcik Nan agak beli makanan banyak jugak and makcik-makcik & aku pun masak banyak jugak . Tambah pulak ayam percik Aidil beli kat bazar Ramadan dan ayam golek Kak Hanis bagi . Sempit der mejaaa . After Isyak , aku dan Kak Diyana ikut Kak Hanis balik Sungai Petani – rumah Mak Tam . Ahaa , since aku bawak laptop Acer Kak Diyana tu , makanya aku meminta bantuan Abang Hariz untuk install ID Manager and so , aku dapat download banyak gilaaaa video ! WIRELESS - tu advantage duduk rumah Mak Tam tu ! Aku tidur pukul 2.30pagi duhhh . Sakit mata nak tunggu download habis . Huu~

p/s : Seronok geng dengan Abang Hariz mengusik Kak Diyana . HAHA .

Balikkkkk :)

2011-08-25T08:59:00.004+08:00

28th July , 2011

Pukul 10.30pagi , aku bersama Mak Tam sekeluarga (which includes Pak Tam , Abang Hariz dan Hatim) bertolak dari rumah Mak Ndak nak balik . Tett , sempat pulak aku pesan kat Zabir suruh datang Penang , haha . Hatim yang drive tapi kitorang jalan-jalan pusing KL dulu before masuk Lebuh Raya Utara-Selatan tu .Well , I’ve to admit that I like the way Hatim drives – lajuuuuu~ and macam dalam game je aku tengok . Haha .

And if I’m not mistaken , Abang Hariz yang duduk di sebelah Hatim , control the radio . And dia on ke frequency mana entah and mula la lagu-lagu cina kedengaran . What the heck ? Aku nak gelak pun ada sebab dia ingat itu siaran lagu-lagu korea .HAHA , gila kelakar . He was trying to be nice to me tapi tersalah langkah .Tettt , tsktsktsk . Oh bayangkan , dari KL sampai ke R&R Bukit Merah – kitorang tak stop langsung . Stop kat Bukit Merah tu pun untuk lunch and solat Zuhur . Aku hanya makan waffle tak lalu nak makan nasi . Tapi Abang Hariz tak sudah-sudah suruh aku makan nasi konon nak bagi aku energy balik .Haihhh , tau la dia tu so-called-diet-trainer aku , tapi like I care la sangat . Aku tak sabar nak balik sebenarnya .Haha , banyak benda nak cerita kat Kak Diyana . Hehe . Lepas makan , kitorang terus ke Masjid Seberang Jaya sebab Abah tunggu di situ untuk ambil aku . Kali nie Abang Hariz pulak yang drive and bila sampai je , Abah dah ada and we went home . Yeyyy ! Home sweet homeeeeee ~

p/s : Missions accomplished ! Proud to be a professional private investigator .HAHA !

One fine day

2011-08-25T08:15:00.009+08:00

27th July , 2011

Memandangkan aku tak jadi balik naik bas , makanya aku masih di rumah Mak Ndak sebab Mak Tam sekeluarga pergi attend appointment . Hmm , luckily ada Kak Dilah dan Zabir , so tak boring sangat duduk di rumah Mak Ndak . Tengah harinya , aku menolong Kak Dilah memasak di dapur . Zabir pun ringan tulang membantu . What a shameeee ! Dia lebih tau banyak benda pasal memasak daripada aku .Adehhh , rasa macam nak menyorok dalam peti sejuk saja . Kitorang siap bersilat dengan ikan goreng wooo ~ haha .Well , to be exact aku je la yang bersilat . Sebab Zabir dah biasa dengan percikan minyak panas tu .Kui3 .Mostly , Kak Dilah la yang mengelola masak-memasak nie , diikuti Zabir lepas tu baru aku . Tugas aku simple je , basuh perkakas yang dah digunakan . Haha , gelak je aku tak kesah . Aku mengaku aku tak tau menahu masak memasak nie . Takat masak air , aku lepas la . Masak nasi tuuuu , tak pat tak pat . Nasi kat rumah aku tau la nak agak berapa banyak , tapi kalau kat tempat lain , sukatan lain , sorry aku tak naik lori – aku buka langkah awal-awal dulu . Hehe .

Last minute , nak goreng telur . Zabir yang ditugaskan untuk menggoreng mula menyediakan dapur . Aku kat sebelah memerhati je la . Ngee~ mai part nak flip telur tu , dia fail ! Aku try jugak , memang haram la nak okay telur tu kan . Haha , consequence-nya , telur agak hancur hasil tangan kami berdua sementara tunggu Kak Dilah datang rescue . LOL ! Janji telur tu boleh makan sudah .Hehe . Lepak depan TV sementara tunggu Zuhur , tetiba si mamat Zabir nie bawak satu tupperware besaq penuh dengan kerepok ikan . Apalagi , melantak la aku , Zabir , Kak Dilah , Izzat dan Mak Ndak depan TV tu haaa . Sambil tu siap bergosip lagi kami perempuan-perempuan nie , adeyyy ~ memang tak dapat nak elak la kan perangai azali wanita nie . Hehe , masuk Zuhur , pergi solat then turun balik . Pak Ndak pun dah ready , Kak Husna pun dah balik kerja (dia kerja half day je hari tu) , so apalagi , menikmati la juadah tengah hari hasil air tangan kami bertiga . And guess what ? Pak Ndak saja mengusik aku . . .

“So , Adilah masak yang mana satu ? Pak Ndak tak pernah rasa lagi Adilah masak . Haritu kakak dia yang masak .”

Aku hanya mampu sengih je . Apa je yang aku masak ? Tolong kacau ada la .Hehe .

“Nie Kak Dilah masak . Sayur nie pun .” Zabir menunjukkan lauk pauk yang dimasak Kak Dilah .

“Nie Zabir yang goreng .” Kak Dilah pulak yang tunjuk ikan goreng serta telur yang kondisinya elok .

“YANG NIE ADILAH YANG MASAK !” Kak Dilah dan Zabir tunjuk serentak kat telur yang hancur tu .WHATTTT ?Okay , muka aku dah mula pakai blusher kaler pink dengan bedak kaler merah . Bukan aku sorang yang goreng telur tuuu , hello ! Aku nak tolong flip je , tapiiii . . . aishh , let’s just assume yang aku menghancurkan lagi telur tu lepas Zabir ruinkan sikit . Hehe , Riuh satu ruang tu dengan gelak tawa dorang kat aku . Huuuu~ sabar aja la . Seronok je makan tengah hari tu . Mak Tam tak balik-balik lagi dari appointment dengan ustaz tu .Ermmm , kata nak balik petang ke utara tapi macam tak sempat je .

Lepas makan melepak depan TV , suddenly Pak Ndak saja bagi teka teki kat aku . Hehhh ?Tetiba .

“Adilah , cuba jawab . Kenapa dia comma ?” Well , actually Pak Ndak merujuk kepada story dalam TV tu , watak dalam tu koma lepas accident . So , jawapan dia obviously la simple kan ?

“Sebabbbb dia tak fullstop lagi , sebab tu dia comma .” Aku bagi la ayat se-relevan dan se-logik mungkin . End up , aku dapat satu body glove baik punya kat bahu . Aduhhh ! Inikah hadiah yang aku terima sebab jawab betul ?Yeahhh !Betikkk , Pak Ndak tak puas hati sebab aku jawab betul langsung terus mem-body-glove-kan bahu aku . Mak I ! Sumpah lawak time nie . Semua yang kat ruang tamu tu gelak je . Happening wei duduk kat rumah Mak Ndak nie .Haha . Petangnya , aku , Kak Dilah dan Kak Husna boleh-boleh terlentok baik depan TV tu . Zabir dah landing kat bilik dia . Pak Ndak and Mak Ndak pun kat dalam bilik dorang . Penangan makan tengah hari nie .Hahah .

Bangun-bangun dah Asar , mandi solat then turun balik . Pukul 6.30pm , Mak Tam sampai rumah . Terus cakap kat aku kata balik esok , tak jadi balik malam tu . Hmm , not a bad idea balik esok . Boleh spend time banyak lagi dekat sini , mostly chatting about random stuffs with Zabir and gossiping with Kak Dilah . And so , malamnya Mak Tam decide nak ke rumah abang dia who is my Pak Lang Nan . Perghhh , it was unbelievable yang Abang Wafi nak ikut sekali ! Sebab dia tu selalu terperok dalam bilik buat hal sendiri . Sometimes I just don’t understand kenapa dorang semua kata dia selalu duduk dalam bilik je tapi everytime aku datang , mana je aku tengok – ada je muka dia . Even Kak Dilah pun pelik .Ish3 .

So , after Maghrib – aku , Kak Dilah , Kak Husna , Mak Tam dan Abang Wafi bersiar-siar ke Ampang . Mula-mula pergi rumah Pak Teh dulu , aku dan Abang Wafi menyamar konon nak jumpa Mak Teh sebab Pah Teh kerja malam . Kau mesti blur why kami menyamar kan ? Macam nie , oleh sebab keluarga Mak Ndak duduk Pahang dulu , so jarang la Abang Wafi nie nak balik raya kat Kedah . And aku pulak jarang jumpa dengan anak-anak Pak Teh nie , so maybe they won't recognise me as their cousin . Hence , bila kami menyamar while Mak Tam , Kak Husna dan Kak Dilah menyorok dekat kereta , and it happened that anak Mak Teh aka cousin aku yang confirm lupa aku yang sambut kami kat pintu , makanya our ‘mission’ accomplished ! HAHA , Mak Teh yang tengah demam tengah rehat kat ruang tamu terkejut tengok kami . Kui3 , ingatkn strangers mana la nak jumpa kan . LOL ! Duduk kejap je lepas tu terus ke rumah Pak Lang .

Mak ai , kami dijamu macam raja youuuu . Abang Wafi and Kak Husna tak habis-habis dok bertikam lidah tentang apa aku pun tak tau , Mak Tam melesap ke dapur bersama Kak Dilah and aku ? Tadah telinga mendengar hujah-hujah yang sangat bernas keluar dari mulut Abang Wafi dan Kak Husna . Sampai ke tahap aku tak tahan , aku shhhhhh dorang dengan ‘menyogok’ keropok yang diimport dari Terengganu ! Perghhh , baru aman dunia sebentar . Harap cousin sama cousin je , sekali buka mulut macam dalam court – tsk ! Yang suspicious – nya , sapa tua lagi nie ? Aku ke dorang ? Well , aku baru 19tahun while Abang Wafi dan Kak Husna masing-masing umur 30tahun dan 25tahun tapi berdebate depan makannan ? Tak faham tak faham *geleng kepala* And timbul pulak kes baru , kes sapa melantak paling banyak antara aku dan Abang Wafi . Kui3 , lawak gila part nie .

Almost 11pm baru kami berangkat balik . Semua pakat mengantuk gila baiii . Sampai-sampai rumah , naik , solat , terus tidurrrr . Zzzzz .

SHOW TIME

Well , since terlampau banyak watak dalam entry nie - I'll show you their faces ! :D

Kak Dilah

Zabir

Kak Husna

Izzat (mannn , dia sekarang kat Missisippi study bio amende entah)

Pak Ndak

p/s : pictures semua ehsan FB . harap maklum . :D

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2011-08-24T07:07:00.006+08:00

27th July 2011

Morninggggg ~ bangun Subuh then tidur balik . Bangun pukul 8am , mandi and terus sambung baca Breaking Dawn while waiting for Kak Selly to wake up . I guess she really hates mornings . Hehe . Parents Kak Selly balik dari keluar breakfast and her mom stormed into the room and I was likeee O.O

"SELLY ! Bangunnn , dah pukul berapa nieee ? Kawan dah bangun , tunggu nak makannn !" Okayyy , that was scarehhhhh . I can't help grinning like an insane bunny ? Yeah . Don't get me wrong , I was grinning when her mom was looking at me while shaking her head . Pretty sure because of her hard-to-wake-up daughter . :D *omo , I REALLY need to improve my English , it sucks to death*

Tak lama lepas tu , Kak Selly bangun and mandi . We ate breakfast and watched some shows on TV . Damn , I cursed KBS channel for not showing any fascinating show . Pffft . Masuk bilik balik , sambung Breaking Dawn . Yeah , nothing else to do . Sampai la tengah hari , ate lunch with Kak Selly's family , then solat Zuhur . Confirm dengan Kak Dilah nak balik after Zuhur . So , before 3pm , Kak Dilah dah sampai depan pintu rumah Kak Selly . I bid goodbye to Kak Selly and her mom . Then , we were off tooooo . . . Domino's ! Yeah , aku tau aku baru lepas lunch , but poor Kak Dilah . She didn't eat anything just because she wanted to eat pizza with me .
Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry
Naega naega naega munjuh
Nehgae nehgae nehgae bbajuh bbajuh bbajuh party baby

LOL , tak ada kaitan langsung , haha abaikan . Hmm , we ordered two pizzas but boleh pi satu je . Hehe , lagi satu bila sampai rumah Mak Ndak , kitorang pass je kat mereka . Lepak-lepak kejap depan TV then naik untuk Asar and mandi and turun balik . Nothing much to story here . Malamnya , baru Mak Tam sekeluarga sampai dari Sungai Petani . Oh , lupa nak bagitau lagi . I supposedly balik penang dengan dorang . I didn't dare to ride bus alone from KL to Penang . Yeah , call me a spoilt brat , I don't mind . :D Heyy , aku nak pergi USM depan rumah yang tak sampai 10minit tu pun aku dah ketaq sorang-sorang . Nie sampai berjam-jam , tak sampai aku kat Penang , tak pasaiii . :P Bila Abang Hariz masuk je rumah , dia buat muka terkejut dekat aku . What the ?

"Ehh , Adilah ada kat sini ? Bukan balik dengan bus ke ?"

"Eh , bilanyaaa ? Kan Adilah balik dengan Abang Hariz !"

"Ehh , Abang Hariz tak kata nak hantar Adilah balik . Pak Jang nie biar betul ." Terus Abang Hariz keluarkan handphone dia dari poket and call Abah .

@#$%^&* ! Seriously , aku ter-blur time tuuu . What the FISHCAKEEE ! Are you kidding me ? I thought dah bincang pasal nie . Abah yang confirmkan dengan Mak Tam . Erkk , WAIT ! Could it be Abah confirmed with Mak Tam but she didn't tell Abang Hariz (her son/the 'driver') about this matter ? Shiiisssshhh , aku dalam masalah . Aku buat muka tak bersalah tengok Mak Tam kat sebelah yang macam tak senang duduk then Abang Hariz yang tengah calling Abah . GREAT , just GREAT !

"Hello , pak jang ! Nie , Adilah balik dengan Hariz ke ? Hariz tak kata nak hantar pun . Kalau Hariz hantar dia pi stesen bas boleh ? Boleh ah ? Okay , cantik . Bye !" Gulp ! Dia letak handphone dan sengih . He FREAKING GRINNED , my God ! I'm so dead . Tak tertelan chocolate cake yang aku tengah kunyah . Aishhh , think positive la . Everything happens for a reason . Fineeee , aku blah naik atas , baik solat Isyak lagi bagus daripada makan hati dengan usikan Abang Hariz dan yang lain . Haihhh , nie la padahnya aku sorang wakil dari penang . Ishhh . Time nak solat , boleh pulak Kak Diyana call then dok gelak-gelak kata aku emo (aku ada hantar message kat dia) , ceh ! After solat , aku turun and kena usik lagi . HAIHHHH ! I was restraining myself hard from throwing a tantrum .

"Haaa , tu dia . Adilah turun dah . Dia naik atas pi menangis kat Abah dia kot ." Eiiii , sabar la hatiiii . Ingat aku nie crybaby ke ? Well , maybe aku nie spoilt sikit , tapi tak ada la sampai nak menangis . Yeah yeah , fine I admit I almost cried that night . Aku tak balas pun usikan dorang , lagi buat muka ada la . Sampai Mak Tam dok pujuk kata anak dia Abang Hariz tu melawak saja . Hehh , something fishy there I knew . Tapi , aku tolak mentah-mentah yang dorang hanya melawak and insist nak naik bas . Mak Tam dah kalut , Abang Hariz dah siap pancing but still , aku keraskan hati for some reasons .

"Alaaa , tak payah naik bas . Abang Hariz hantar sampai Penang . Tak pun Adilah datang SP , kat sana ada wireless boleh download cite korea , ada kereta boleh bawak tiap-tiap hari , dok la sebulan kat sana , okay tak ?" okayyy , Abang Hariz dok pancing , so tempting ! WIRELESS , and seriously nak download banyak gilaa . Nak driveeeee , manual tuuu . Tapi , aku buat muka tak ada perasan je .

"Tak pe la , tak payah . Menyusahkan je . Dila balik naik bas ." Sarcastically , aku reply .

"Aishhh , Adilah nie . Abang Hariz melawak je . Jangan dok caya sangat cakap dia ." Mak Tam dok memujuk .

"Emm , takpe . Dila memang nak balik naik bas pun . Dah gitau Abah dah ."

"Ish , Adilah nie . Mana ada Abang Hariz nak hantar kat stesen , dia melawak je . Lagipun dah janji dengan Abah Adilah , tak ada tak ada , balik dengan Mak Tam esok ."

"Tak pe . . .bla bla bla . . "

Yeah , Abang Hariz keep on offering semua yang sangat menguji iman tu , Mak Tam keep on memujuk aku , and aku keep on 'expressing my poker face' dan tak layan kata-kata dorang . Once aku dah bad mood , no one can stand kot . Lastly , after aku dah tak berapa layan , Abang Hariz pun naik ke bilik , Mak Tam ? Warghhhh , dia terus call Mama ! It was freaking 11.45pm ! Omonaaa , I was so in deep trouble . Things were getting worse , haishhh . Mak Tam explain everything kat Mama , her sister kannn . . . so , end up aku kena jugak balik dengan dorang . Hmmm . Nasib badannnn . Sembang dengan Zabir depan TV sambil mengurut badan Mak Tam sampai pukul 2pagi ? Yeahhh , then baru naik tidur .

p/s : I'm not that silly . So , stop making fun of me .

Mid Valley

2011-08-24T06:00:00.007+08:00

25th July , 2011

Okat , after Subuh memang kitorang tidur balik . Bangun pukul 10.30 pagi . WTH ? Tak sedar langsung , seriously . Haha , mandi , breakfast . . . kyahhhhh , lontong ! Sumpah sedap . Then bersiap-siap nak keluar dengan Kak Selly . Ke mana ? Mid Valley , yeahhhh ! Bapak Kak Selly , Pakcik Darmi hantar kitorang sampai KTM station . And yeah , first time aku naik mendalah tu . Excited yawwwww . Mata rambang je tengok sekeliling (walaupun banyak semak samun je keliling tu) sampai la ke Mid Valley . If I'm not mistaken , almost 7 stations kitorang stop before sampai destinasi . Wow , quite far ek ? Hmm , sampai-sampai , masuk-masuk ke Mid Valley tu , terus bau Rotiboy . heh ? Abaikannn , hehe . Kitorang jalan-jalan and akan masuk setiap kedai kasut yang menjengah di mata . Wowww , awesome shoes - incredibly expensive . Hebatnya kitorang pilih kedai . Haha . Jalan-jalan sampai la kat GSC . Berbelah bagi nak tengok show apa . Kak Selly nak tengok Harry Potter while aku nak tengok show lain since aku dah tengok Harry Potter tu (Ezzura belanja youuu , tangan obviously kat mata je) , 3D lagi . Hehe , end up kitorang tengok show Hello Stranger .

Masih ada masa lagi , kitorang jalan-jalan lagi then teringin nak makan Secret Recipe . Went to the restaurant , aku ambil pecan butterscotch while Kak Selly ambil chocolate indulgence . Makan sampai muak , then pergi balik ke GSC . Sesat dalam GSC , bayangkannn . . . funny ! Masuk-masuk hall , gelak bagai nak rak . Guess why ? HAHA Because we were the only ones yang tengok show tu . Actually show tu dah lama , and kitorang baru discover . And it was actually a thai movie . LOL , tak pernah terfikir nak tengok cerita thai kat cinema . HAHA , cerita tu sangat . . . how should I describe it ? Hilarious ? Kot , and and the best part was mostly dorang berlakon dekat KOREAAAA ! Aigooo ~ pandainya kami pilih story . Hehe . After the show , jalan-jalan lagi . Then , pergi makan spaghetti bolognese di I don't freaking know what restaurant we went to , ehe and jalan-jalan lagi sampai la jumpa MPH . Lepak di sana sampai petang then went home .

Balik-balik , mandi and had dinner at 10pm *for me it was supper*??!! Woww , makan je kerja aku kat rumah Kak Selly nie . Haha , masuk bilik , transfer cerita lagi . Lepas habis , keluar tengok TV kejap then masuk bilik balik . LOL ! Baca Breaking Dawn , while Kak Selly tengok cerita Harry Potter and The Deadly Hallows part 1 . Well , menyesal aku join sebentar , buat putus earphone je (almost) . So , end up , aku baca Breaking Dawn je la , 'safer' . HAHA . Almost 1.30am , I dozed off to sleep .
Nitey night . :)

p/s : Awesome day :)

KL , I'm comingggg~

2011-08-24T00:03:00.003+08:00

24th July 2011

Yeah , aku akan turun KL ! Nak pergi rumah Kak Selly . Pagi-pagi lagi dah bersiap nak ke kampung dulu . Oh , lupa . Aku nak pergi KL nie dengan cousin aku , Kak Dilah . Nee~ so , sampai-sampai sana pindah-pindah beg dulu . Oh , lupa nak bagitau lagi . Kak Diyana dapat job kat KLCC , so memandangkan tak lama lagi dia akan start her job there , maka barang-barang dia kitorang kena bawak dulu . Lepas 'punggah' barang dan susun dalam boot Vios Kak Dilah , my family and I went to Pakcik Juan's house . Erm , yang ada Pakcik Juan , Cik Ina , Amin , Ajmal , Aida dan Amni . Ate breakfast and watched TV while Abah uruskan apa entah dengan Pakcik Juan . Melayan Aida membaca buku Arab dia , Amni yang bersusah payah buat bola daripda kertas dan sellotape ? Jadi kottt ! Then , patah balik ke rumah Mak Long , omoo~ Kak Dilah dah siap .

Oh , lupa nak bagitau lagi *I'm such a forgetful person I know :P* , Junaidah - Dua pupu aku akan join ke KL sekali sebab yeah , dia belajar kat sana . We bid goodbye to our family and kitorang dan pun on the way to KL . Okay , actually Junaidah@Dekdah nie boleh dikatakan rapat dengan aku waktu kecil since aku je perempuan yang sama umur dengan cousin aku yang sama batch - Afif , Hanif , Aidil , Hatim and Zabir . Seeeeee , aku sorang je perempuan . Hmm . So , Supposedly aku dengan dia bersembang la kan dalam kereta since kitorang dulu tak ubah macam belangkas , kan . Tapi masa berlalu , and people change . End up , aku dengan dia tak berapa bersembang pun sebab malu punya kes . HAHA ! Thank God Kak Dilah ada , she was 'neutral' enough for us . :)

Singgah kejap kat R&R mana entah (I don't care where and what it was) , lunch then start back our journey to KL . Pergi Damansara dulu hantar Dekdah kat apartmentnya . Mannn , can you believe it ? Dia student je pun tapi kena duduk apartment kos tinggi . Tak faham aku pihak pengurusan kolej zaman sekarang . Aigoo ~ teruskan perjalanan sampai ke rumah sewa Kak Husna . Solat dan sembang-sembang kejap . Before balik , aku pinjam Breaking Dawn (yeah , twilight saga tu) . Lepas tu turun ke rumah Mak Ndak di Gombak . And yeah , thank you so much to Zabir and Abang Wafi sebab tolong mengangkat barang-barang Kak Diyana yang memang penuh satu boot tu ke bilik Kak Liyana . Sembang-sembang dan lepak kejap then off to rumah Kak Selly di Bangi . Memang . . . memang kereta tak rehat . Kami jugak . HAHA . Sampai-sampai salam-salam , minum petang kejap . Malu saya awak , first time jumpa mak Kak Selly . Hehe .

Malamnya , aku dan Kak Selly makan di luar . Parents dia keluar ke rumah abangnya dekat . . . erkk , God knows where . Hehe , kitorang pergi naik motor and obviously aku stiff kat belakang tu sebab tak biasa naik motor kan . . . and boleh tak , nak dekat sampai kedai makan tu , tetiba enjin motor mati and tak boleh start terus . Bapak comel gila situasi ini . Kak Selly tak sudah-sudah mintak maaf . Ye la , sebab lepas makan kena jalan kaki balik . Nevermind , rumah dekat je pun . Ngee~

Tengah malamnya , kitorang buat hal masing-masing . Kak Selly baca buku Harry Potternya while aku. . . men-transfer apa yang Kak Selly ada dalam laptop Compaqnya ke dalam external Samsung aku . Oh , yeah - korean shows , definitely ! :D Almost 2am baru aku tidur . Such a tiring day duhhh . =____=''

p/s : Stop ! Stop ! Stop mentioning about him . I had enough . Pfttt . :(

home tutor ? account teacher ?

2011-08-23T23:17:00.005+08:00

7th July , 2011

Yeah , for the second time , aku jadi so-called-home-tutor kepada seorang calon SPM 2011 . Tettt , sesuai ke aku dipanggil tutor ? Gah-ahahhaha ! Forget it . I prefer digelar as senior menolong junior instead of cikgu or tutor . Aku nie tak ada la bertauliah mana pun nak dipanggil sebegitu tinggi tarafnya , kan ? Hehe , anyway bila aku mencurahkan ilmu pengetahuan akaun setakat yang aku ada , aku akan gunakan cara Sparta . Bwahahah , what ? kejam ? Haha , tell me about it . But bila si Fiqah (junior/adik/kawan/yang dibantu) tu bagitau yang dia boleh jawab soalan akaun dalam kelas dia , aku rasa bersyukur dan lega sangat-sangat . Kiranya cara aku mengajar ala-ala Sparta tak mengusutkan otak dan menyesatkan dia . Hehehe .

Fiqahhh ~you better get yourself an A+ for accounts or else . . . err , no more SHINee updates for you . HAHA ! :P

p/s : Happy Birthday my beloved cousin , Aidil Adnan . :)